Monday, February 28, 2005


heys- tried ta blog tis afternoon when i was outside,using ma hp. apprantly,i didnt succed. aniwaes,tis mornin.mom woke mi up.sayin we were goin out fer lunch cus pop wasnt at home. dens.woke up lors. went out. went ta e gelare at siglap fer lunch. ^_^ dens.ers.jiu went ta bras basah. cus dum had ta get her a1 sized file. sho walked around lors. dens.went ta plaze sing. saw eileen's cousin.dat.baoru i tink. and e shiwen. n0rt e sch belle one. heehs. was kinda.freaked out? lols. aniwaes,had fun at first lars. buddens. when mom became tired,it was reali frustrating. wanted ice-cream. she wanted coffee. dens i also dunno why,but she had ta go rite to e most bottom floor. tink it was b2. its lk.down dere where go coffee one sia. dens.well.went around.walked around. killed my appetite for ice-cream aniwaes. got kinda pissed off. =pPp bleahs.- aniwaes,he called. wanted ta crap. but i was in plaze sing. if mom and dum were n0rt dere,i would probably haf continued e conversation tho- *sigh* i reali need sumone ta tok to mans. budden sad lars. our timing alwaes no good de.. lols. i call,hes at work or wadever. he call,im n0rt free. hahs- sad. dens.aniwaes,wanted ta lk.n0rt be sho depressing lars. treat mom betta. try ta smile abit. be more cheerful. dens i saw vcd shop. wanted ta hint ta her.ta buy e vampire vcd. end up,first time she doesnt hear mi. 2nd time she hears mi. but dum already walked ta e blardy lift! lk.wad can i sae lors. wad e hell. tis shucks mans.- =( *sighs* aniwaes,went ta katong lors. slacked around. aniwaes,i blasted music when i was on e car lar. on my discman,dat is. sho lk.dunno. ears. ahaks- aniwaes,e dinner dere shucked mans- bleahs- dunno why. tasted paticularly disgusting todae. =( *sigh* got home. watch tv. found out dat i lost one of ma angpaos! =X omgs! and it was frm aunty b! =pPp OMGS! =(( *sighs* now hopin i can find it lars. =( *sighs* aniwaes,gtg bath. dat sorta ends ma dae. niteX! ohyah.2molo haf match against AHS. wish us luck!* =))
cheers~! ~*-jAn3-*~ Saturday, February 26, 2005



You're a Ravenpuff!: You are a very analytical and
ingenius person, someone that likes to invent
new things. The way you look at life is with
wonder, and sometimes you're even a little
naive. But people love you for that trait and
they feel the need to protect you from the
harsh facts of life so that you can retain your
innocence. You are very capable person and when
there is trouble people turn to you because
you're able to stay calm and collected. You
like balance in your life and you try not to
make many waves. Even still, if there is
something that you believe strongly in, you
will commit yourself totally to that cause.
Your weakness is that sometimes you can be
indecisive and perfectionist, especially about
little details and you drive people crazy
sometimes with these traits. With the
innocence of a Hufflepuff and the calm of a
Ravenclaw you will be loved in life!


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Victoria Beckham aka Posh Spice


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The Goddess of Roses and Love. You are a hopeless
romantic. Always optimistic and loving, you
have many friends and you are exceptionally
trustworthy. You are a innocent beauty.


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heyas. todae has been a bad dae with n0rt a bad ending. =) hrms. m0rnin.didnt go for training. cus had tuition. and had already missed 2 tuitions. reali behind now. sho had ta stay for tuition lors. i blif i could actually go for training and tuition. budden. would probably haf been too tired ta be able to concentrate on wad she talkin. =( aniwaes,when i woke up.mom told mi i'l be havin piano lesson at 3.30. half an hour rite after tuition. -_-" was lk kinda pissed. she doesnt call for e whole week. she calls last minute?! *sigh* wad can i sae- =X well.sho had tuition lors. btws.i tried e new tempura burgur ler. lols. cus jiujiu bought e wrong one. i wanted foldover tho. =X but nvm. it was kinda spicy. sho saves me e money from havin ta buy sumting spicy. xp -heehs- was rather late for piano tho. *wadever* lols. budden she let mi go late! lols. i tout she would let mi go early sia. end up i was her last student of e dae. -_-" lols. dens.went ta tm with jolene. talked ta her bout suwei.bout netball.bout her attitude and everything. *sigh* kinda sad. still feel its n0rt fair ta her. =( and its lk.wad e hell lors. yesterdae i changed my nick didnt i? i changed to-its n0rt fair. it simply isn't. it just isn't! ='( *sobx* - immediately,when suwei and yr came online,i got shot. -_-" suwei saed on her nick-nuthin is fair.face reality. and yr saed sumting lk- nuthing in this world is fair. if you tink that it is fair,den i tink you are living in a world of your own. i was lk.wad e hell mans. suwei.mebbe i understand. but why is yr sho extra?! why must she even gif a damn?! WTF. *shit!* scolded vulgarity. should get slapped for dat. but.simply couldnt control it. =X *sighs* aniwaes,decided ta take a cabby home. it started ta rain. sho shared cab with jolene. got home kinda drenched. dens.plaed com lors. dum saed shes n0rt gonna plae com todae. dunno why. but wadever. started doin lotsa quizes. heehs. dunno why. its fun lar. dens.well.bulletin posts as well. but onli published one here.. kkies. gtg bath later. hair startin ta get real oily. *yuck* dunno why. mebbe cus of e rain. *dirty water?* -heehs- kkiex. gtgs. buais-
cheers~! ~*-jAn3-*~


Message: Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world Jasmine: I think so...All of my friends have boyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left in this world with out any special person in our life. Daniel: Yup I don't know what to do Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game Daniel: What game? Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 days and you will be my boy friend Daniel: That's a great plan in fact i don't have nothing to do much this following weeks... DAY 1: They watch their first movie and they both touched in a romantic film DAY 4: They went to the beach and have a picnic... Daniel and Jasmine have their quality time together DAY 12: Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they ride on a Horror House....Jasmine was scared and she touched Daniel's hand but she touched someone else's hand and they both laughed... DAY 15: They saw a fortune teller down the road and they asked for their future advice and the fortune teller said: "My darling, Please don't waste the time of your life...SPend the rest of your time together happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes. DAY 20: Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled something DAY 28: They sat on the bus and because of a bumby road Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident DAY 29: 11:37pm Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park where they first decided to play this game... Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all Daniel: Wait for me.... 20mins later... a stranger approached Jasmine Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel? Jasmine: Why yes? What happened? Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over daniel and he is critical in the hospital 11:57pm The doctor went out of the emergency room and he handed out an apple juice and a letter Doctor: We found this in daniel's pocket Jasmine reads the letter and it says: Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are a really cute girl and i am really falling for you.. Your cherish smile your everything when we played this game..... Before this game would end...I would like you to be my girl friend for the rest of my life.... I love you Jasmine.... Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted: "Daniel ! i don't want you to die... I love you... Remember that night when we saw a meteor, I mumbled something... I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and never end this game. Please don't leave me Daniel.... I love you! You cannot do this to me!" Then the clock strikes 12 Daniel's heart stop pumping THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY ****************************************************************************************************************************************************************** Always love your loved ones and show them how you feel before it is too late...You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace...If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion and love to your loved ones?Today is the day....Love them while they are still here... cherish them before it is too late-



Brave, strong willed, loyal and passionate
You are a sprite of Fire. Full of passion, bravery
and spice you are the living embodiment of
fire. You are quite arrogant and think yourself
above most but that is made up for by; your
passionate ability to pursue your dreams, your
strong will and your powerful well skilled
ability for fighting. You are a natural leader,
people are somewhat drawn to you and see you as
someone to look up to but you only pay
attention to them if they are useful, your
equal or your superior. You are a very exciting
person to be near for you have a vast love of
adventure and battle. Fire is a symbol of
Passion if and when you choose to love you are
capable of beautiful, long lasting, devoted
love. You are quite wondrous!


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is dat sho? =X



Your a Panda:
Cute, often hyper and naturally fluffy!
Aww....your so cute!!!! -Hands you some bamboo-
Your so lovable and adorable when people see
you they want a hug. But your probably napping
in a tree where they can't reach you. ^_^


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dats nice! x)



Green Tea...
You are Green Tea!
Strong and very smart you prefer peace to violence
and very rarely take action if it involves
confrontation. But you make up for this with
your keen insight and understanding of the
world and people around you, you have a very
mysterious nature. Many people see you as laid
back and that may be true but you are very
intelligent and make good decisions.


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Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.


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true. im emotional. im gonna fall soon. i cant take it anymore. i need to feel lurved. to feel dat sumone appreciates me afterall. and to find my goal in life. my point for living on- ='(


1.who's Ur first Love?~>dat certain sumone-
2.why do you love him/her?~>n0rt sure. wanted ta noe wad it felt lk ta be in lurb i ges. felt flattered.
3.why did he/she left you?~>we just drifted apart. cus of diff. sec sch.
4.who's de person who made you forget ur first love?~>mi and him. i forced maself ta forget him. at e same time,he acted like a total jerk.
5.Are you in love now?~>yea. in lurve with maself. =X
6.What's her/his name?~>benjamin
7.How did you met him/her?~>pri sch0ol.
8.How much do you love him/her?~>quite a l0t.
9.who's more important than ur love?~>ma family. ma fwens.maself.
10.if u have a chance to go back to any of ur xgf/xbf will you?~>yar. depends. ges sh0-
11.why him/her?~>i dunn0. pr0bably becus im still in lurve wit him-
12.Are you really in love?~>i dunn0e-
13.Are you willing to do anything for her/him?~>im n0rt sure anim0re-14.who do you love most?~>maself.


bah-*

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'hh e yy-s. todae was a lousy dae. wif a lousy ending. *sigh* had school as usual. well.. had pe lors. didnt re-do e 2.4 tho.. dens jiu helped ta take time lors. kinda missed quite a few? -heehs- dens jiu had dnt. *damn* i did e file lors. toopid ting. end up? i forgot ta bring ta sch. -___-" *damndamndamn* was sho pissed off by miself. *sigh* lucky dat mdm chin was like nort dere? sho lk.didnt reali ask bout e file lors. furthurmore,e whole class..dun tink anione reali did it lors. -_-" hais. todae meiyun and stefanie both pon together lors. sho oni mi and sotong at dnt. *e onli gurls lars.* dens jiu recess lors. went fer trainin. didnt get ta eat. i lk.didnt reali train with them tho. was helpin eileen with her shooting. fighting for rebounds with her.. dens ask huiting ta be feeder lors. dens.well,mi and ting exchanged roles lars. hais. was gettin kinda pissed off at eileen lors.. cus she lk.dunno how ta run wad.. dens when i told her consectively dat a few of e moves would not work,she was lk also gettin kinda frustrated i ges. sho i was lk.heck. told her,if you tink can,den can lor. i also cant sae aniting. hais. dunnoe lars. tink im losing all ma patience with ma team-mates. ='( *sobx* dens jiu had lunch lors. after dat.. went ta watch e haixing match cus dey requested for it.. dens jiu went ta slp ler.. todae lk got long time ta slp sia. kinda good lars. dens i was lk e first few who woke up lors. dens suwei also sae.. heehs. dens jiu set off for dunman ler. tkgs arrived same time as us.. around 4.30.. cus we wanted ta watch e match of kc vs prcs. kc lost to tkgs 2 oni marhs. sho mr teo saed dat their standard might be around e same with tkgs lors. saw dada agains lors. had a lil fun with her lars. dens jiu went for warm up lers. todae.. did scoring lars. cus ain didnt cum *just as well* *rolls eyeballs* aniwaes,was kinda close match lors. sighs. end score was 32-28.to tkgs. =( sighs. idiot arn suwei cried i tink. its sad lars. now jus hopin dat we can win AHS big and dunman lose to tkgs big lors. dens jiu went ta 201 ta eat lors. met evon and wanqin dere.. dens jiu eat lors. had fun talkin lars. dens also dunno why..ting cried lors. =S den lk.had a quarrel with suwei lars. cus of jolene's matter lors. e part bouts suwei talkin bad bout jolene to perrine in front of jolene... =/ hais. dunno lars. i reali tink lk.its veri unfair to jolene lors. lk.in e first place,already oni got 2 malays on e team lors. den lk.we are alwaes talkin chinese in front of her lors. she may understand,but its not lk she studies chinese wad! dere is onli so much dat she understands.. den its lk. she also told mi b4 dat she feels our team.most are lk kinda racist? dey dun onli care bout her feelings lors. i dunnoe. i reali dont. its lk sho unfair to her lors. *sighs* i d0nch noe. i reali.simply dunnoe. was gonna walk bak with suwei.idiot.sotong and yr jus now.. but.reali couldnt control my tears ler.. sho decided ta go off when dey were all in 7-11.. hais. its reali sho hard ta find someone to talk to.. i cried. ='( hais. dens called matthias. wanted ta toktok with him.. end up he workin.. -_-" dens jiu called xinyi lors. altho lk.felt dat she wont reali understand,i reali reali jus needed to feel dat i had frens.to keep mi company when i was down.to comfort mi when i cried.and to share my feelings and secrets with them. =( hais. aniwaes,came home lors. play com lors. later gonna go watch teevee lors. den gonna bath lors. mom's nort home yet. i dunnoe now. i feel lk jus being a useless slacker in school. quit netball. quit psl. quit everything. be a useless nuthing in sch. i dunno. i reali feel like giving up! ='( sighs. but the ting is-can i bear to? thats e problem. i carn bear to leave em' all. i simply.reali lurve em' loads. all e times i haf shared with them. all the wonderful memories. all the weal and woe dat we have shared. its nort dat easy to give up after all.. = *sighs* kkies. gtg ler.
*pushing myself on*_____+ lotsa lurve.jane___++ Wednesday, February 23, 2005


heyas. todae. went off at recess time. kinda shiok? bahs- buddens went off ta haf training. bah- mi and sotong were lk kinda late.. cus of tahiya lar.. make us do dat toopid homework.. BAH- sighs. dens.went ta hall lors. had training.. until around 12 plus. was reali weak.. cus lk.was feelin real real hungry last nite.. den didnt eat.. until tis morning.. onli ate a few mini sausages fer breakfast.. dens didnt had recess wads.. sho lk.real hungry lors.. reali nua. heehs. had lk.2 drills lors.. dens jiu went fer lunch.. bo $$.. dens lk.suddenly dun feel lk eating leis. =S *sigh* sho.e usual. 4 chwee kueys.. dens jiu went ta slp lers. mr teo was doin massage for lk.all of us? buddens he didnt manage ta finsh all of us lars. aniwaes,was sleeping peacefully until i got awoken by e smell of e cream he was usin.. tink was sumting lk heat lotion lars.. was getting real strong.. den was lk on-off awake and asleep.. until finally had ta get up lors. dens jiu set off for dunman.. reached dere early tho. =) dens jiu had warm ups.. dens e whole team came sia! all e juniors.. even e sec 1s.. ALL! i was lk- *WOAH! wad de hell sia.. sho paiseh.. sho sia suay..* lols. aniwaes,e game was nort reali a good one lars. could haf won. instead,we drew wif dunman. btw,when i was warming up,stretching,saw dada. heehs. she told mi dat tkgs won plmgs. 'c' division. dens after e match.went wif jolene ta tm.. could tell dat she was reali feeling down.. cus lk.b4 e start of e match,she saed she was havin a headache.. dens.suwei hit her mouth wif e ball.. i also dunno how dat happened lars.- aniwaes,her lip was lk bleeding quite badly lars. dunno lars. dens to wad she saed,after e match suwei was lk talking bad bout her to perrine.. in chinese and in front of her. -__-" aniwaes.went ta tm ta take e fotos. lors. ate gelare!! xD wakakax. dens jiu went home le lors. nuthin much lars. kkies. gtg bath ler.. den still haf ta do compo de 2nd draft.. =(( *sigh* hahas. bbuais-! =))
cheers~! ~*-jAn3-*~ Tuesday, February 22, 2005


heyas. gotta make it short. *sigh* haf ta write bout yesterdae arn todae.. aniwaes,yesterdae.. had match with changkat changi.. won.. kinda expected? *sigh* i finally got to play.. but i reali wish dat i hadnt. =( ma defending sux. passing sux. catching sux. everything sux. den b4 dat,we were late. mr teo saed 3.15 reach dunman. end up 3.25 den reach.. =S cus after dey woke up le den suwei arn siripon go change.. den finally out of e sch,den realised dat didnt bring balls.. =/ den huiying ran back ta get lors. hais. dens dey dun wan take cab.. -__-" was lk tryin ta get em' ta take cab lors.. den tink dey lk superstition? *sigh* sho end up never take cab.. late for 10 mins lors.. -_-" mr teo was kinda quite angry i ges. 500 jumping jacks.. =S 200 b4 e match.. den went ta do warm up le.. all becus of dat toopid PRCS lars.. end up at e end of e game,we dint score 40 goals wads.. den lk..haf ta run 4 rounds outside dunman lors.. -__-" hais. was lk damn tired can.. hais. budden also run 2 rounds onli lars. cus end up mr teo ask us go in.. sho finshed our remaining 300 jumping jacks.. did 500 jumping jacks yesterdae! *whew* kinda prouda maself.. =)) -heehs- noe im nort supposed ta be sho happi over a punishment lar.. budden.. heehs. den went wif tong and ying ta uncle lousie ta eat.. dat keai de aunty nort dere sia.. =( heehs. den also never open.. onli e chicken rice stall.. sho had chicken rice lors. dens. after dat went ta tm wif tong and ys.. he came ta look for her. den called qijie on hp.. crapped. lols. did e fotos le jiu went home le.. matthias called ma hp.. he tout i wif dabians. den i called him bak lors.. den we lk crap around lors. heehs. *share secrets* lols. den aft dat he had ta put down e fone wads. saed he'll cal mi bak agains.. sho i went ta bath lors. mom saed he called 3 times sia.. lols. den called him bak lors. crap around agains. heehs. lk. quite fun lars. got sumone ta tok to.. =) heehs. den for todae.. went ta sch..den 12 we can go ler.. =)) went ta watch yesterdae's video.. dens after dat.. was undecided whether ta go help out at NAFA or go e anti-smoking course.. heehs. aniwaes,haikal was nort dere.. dens yunru sae mr teo ask mi go hall help out.. sho went lors.. =) heehs. den was in charge of a shuttle run lane lors. lols. now havin sore throat.. =( cus help them jia you.. heehs. den was lk shouting.. heehs. hais. budden e floor veh slippery lors. den alot of them complain sia.. den convinced miss goh ta run also. heehs. she got b lei! lols. kept suan-ing her.. lols. hrms. dens. nuthin much i ges. plaed wif edmund.eugene.zhenxu.yenkang and darren lors. lols. den after dat..mi.zhenxu.terrence and darren wenta tmart de mac lors.. lols. *toopid omelette!* lols. darren lars. den dat toopids de zhenxu and terrence keep on saying mi and darren lk couple lors.. lk..diaos. -_-" lols. cus i cal him omelette.. den he also cal mi omelette. lols. den crapped around wif lk everyone around lars. lols. den went home in cab wif miss goh.zhenxu and darren.. 3 of us stopped outside melvile parl dere lars.. dens miss goh went ta kallang ta meet her fren lors.. kept suan-ing her bout mr lai.. lols. dens jiu reach home le lors.. dey eating steamboat sia! lols. ohyah.btw,went ta look for miss sim todae.. lk.we no topic sia.. heehs. *sho paiseh* den she sae next time i wan go dat time den tel her.. she bring her baby.. =D heehs. den she gimme angbao.. $10! lols. =)) bak ta dere.. after dinner den i jiu lk slp at e sofa dere le lors. lols. hais. kkies. now gtg lers.. gtg bath. heehs. niteX!
cheers~! ~*-jAn3-*~ Sunday, February 20, 2005


`hh i es- sho im bak agains.- sigh. wad can i sae. todae was kinda uneventful lors.- hrms. woke up around 12 sumting arhs. cus of dat damned idiotic ys lars! bast*rd sia.. all bcus of tong.. *sighs* why cant she jus gif him a chance.. -_-" but then agains,if standing from her point of view,dunnoe leis. haiyas. sho ma funs.. =/ *imagining- were suwei arn jason like dat as well in e past? den im lk e dat time de js?* hahas. budden dun tink jason was as irritating as ys lars.- lols. screamed at him for wakin mi up tho.. den slammed e fone;literally. heehs. cus filp fone wad. lols. aniwaes,woke up after dat lors. cus mom called mi ta wake up. lols. fer lunch lars. didnt see jiujiu when i went ta wash up. came outta e kitchen den saw him lookin at rocky. heehs. den had lunch lors. kinda sians bahs. hais. den dum saed she was gonna look for e toy-toy,e P.O.T plushie dat i saed might be frm e mini-market at tampines interchange cus i sawa gurl holdin lotsa em' on a bus.. dens. she plae com lors. i needed ta check e fotos in ma digi. cus need help those ppl ta develop.. heehs. dens.e com de put cd dere hors,dunno why. cannot close sia.! -_-" hais. dun care lars. jus lk plaed on aniwaes. lols. den lk stuff e ting bak into its hole lors. lols. den jiu went ta plae e laptop when dum went ta change.. den jiu plaeplaeplae.. until dinner time. lols. after dinner cum bak plae agains. lols. been surfin other ppl's blogs.. heehs. den jus found out still got compo arn biji haven do sias. lols. den forgot ta bring ci yu shou ce bak agains. lols. sho carn do biji agains. lols. *minus 4 points frm chinese test le!* bleahx. heehs. hrms. dunnoe lars. sians. now hafta go do compo le.. tahiya sux ta hell mans!- bleahsbleahsbleahs+!!! >.<> ohyah.. i updated chij de profile.. =D *beams* *prouda maself!* =))) kkiex lars. todae ish matthias de burfdae wor. den 2molo ish idiot de burfdae.. =)) gonna haf match against chankat changi.. =D we're 99% goin inta 2nd round! *cool* make history sias. * heehs. although i lk. never play at all larhs. sho can sae..im prouda ma team-mates! xD heehs. and.i changed ma msn nick agains. heehs. sum drama drama nick agains. lols. it saes- n0rt sure where i bel0ng tuu- heehs. nort feelin as much of that todae lars. budden for e past 2-3 daes.. it was like this tho.. *sigh* kkiex lars. reali gtg do dat yucky compo lers.. bbuais~!
cheers~! ~*-jAn3-*~

Saturday, February 19, 2005

heyas. tink frenster has gone abit sotsot de.. lk.cant approve testi and den also cant add testi sias. sigh. aniwaes,todae morning had training lors. hrms.nuthin much bahs. met ponpon at e sch gate. took a cab ta sch though. -heehx- cus mom had ta work.. cant fetch mi.. lols. eh.den saw mr teo lors. he lk.talked to mie bahs. bout yesterdae's match lors. he sae i was lk veh different yesterdae after e match lors. hais. den i also dunno wad to tel him sias.. =( hais. lk.also dunno how ta sae lors. could onli tel him-lk veh sian liddat. -_-" lame excuse. *sigh* true,i was sian. budden was lk.caused by various tings happening around ma life lors. *sigh* was lk.im already lk pushing my life on lors. its jus good enuf dat im nort simply giving up lors. was alreadi lk kinda ohysically and emotionally drained? hrms.den aft that..yesterdae,2.4 miss goh sae mus re-run. *SIAN* hais. dens.during e short trainin we had b4 dat,lk.felt lk i cant even catch e damn ball properly? *SIGHS* den suwei jus lk.simply went home lors. felt lk i haf no topic wif ma team-mates animore. simply kept mie to maself- diam+. *sighs agains* den got dere. who else but mi? mi.myself and onli i. goin ta fill up e damn bloddy water bottles. *wow* wad a big deal- -_-" its not more of the job dat im doing but more of e moral support dat im needing from my team-mates,my frens now more,and emotionally of cus. i dunno if its cus im havin too high expectations of them or wad,but. i dunno. i just simply dunno- ='(( *sighsigh and sighs* hais. den aft e match,as ive said,jolene anihow scream at mi wads. den also,during e match.felt ma performance was lk-SH*t. mebbe even worse. i dunno. kept telling maself-brace yourself! youre representing your school! dun come all e way here to throw face can anorts.. >= hais. i dunno. was lk.dere dey are,tryin hard ta put in e goals and here i am,losin e blardi balls. -_-" diaos- =(( *sighs* den aft e match..jiu went home wif idiots arn wadever lars- *SIGHS BIGBIG* dens..todae halfway thru training i tink,mr teo had ta leave for his ns thingy lars. also nort too sure wad its bouts. aniwaes,he said i had ta take more initiative ta find out stuffs and tings lors.hais. dens,aft training,went ta tm wif sotong and ying. dat stupid ys again come ask mi tis and dat bout her lors. *SIGHS* wad can i sae. -_-" dens he lk keep on calling mi on hp,den ask mi ta ask her answer. -_-" should nort haf answered his calls mans.- hais. aniwaes,went ta buy idiot's burfdae present lors. dens.went ta dabian's house ta wrap idiot's present lors. hrms.b4 dat zhenxu and huiying brought it to her house 1st.. cus dey were meetin tang dey all first ta go her house.. ta gamble. -_-" diaos. lols. *wad can i sae.* =X hahax. hais. den lk.she sae her house no scoth-tape sia! *wad da hell* lols. den end ups,dunno why,patrina(her lil sis) sae gort.. den she found for us.. =)) heehs. her sis sho cute seh.. hahas. dens.rushed home lors, cus told mom i'l be bak 4.30 liddat.. end ups 5.30 liddat i still at her house sias. -_-" dens..ers.jiu got home lors. took cab agains. =S heehs. den uncle yang and his wife were here lors. ehs. got another ang pao.. =D heehs. b4 dat tang's mum also gave me lars.. -heehx- dens jiu go plae com lors. den had dinner. den jiu plae com. btw,when i was at tm,went toilet den saw manmun arn her fwens. sho diaos sias. -_-" heehs. kkiex. gtgs-
cheers~! ~*-jAn3-*~

heys. lousy dae todae. *again* sigh. wad can i sae mans.- =.= haix. aniwaes,de sian de came sch todae. heehx. fun wif him around lors. mornin..ran for nafa 2.4.. ers.15.31 my timing i tink. was running wif prefect de.. den last round she never jian chi dao di.. start walkin le.. lols. den aft dat when i turned into e long stretch dere,i also cannot take it le.. bth. den summore pain,wanna vomit liddats. den prefect not around ta encourage me le. heehs. sho started walkin for a while lors. heehs. den end up cus dey were.. tink dey got e names mixed up lors. den toopid miss goh go sae mus retake.. -___-" den was lk..onli e guys de timing got mixed up lors.. =.= went ta find xinyi ta tok tok lors. heehs. hais. dunno lars. seems to mi dat onli xinyi understands mi so far? *sigh* zhen shi bei ai.. =/ hais. den jiu dnt lors. quite fun bahs? heehs. dat toopid stephanie broke my ruler! >=( bi*ch. =P hais. den had chinese test lors. hahas. siyun was in our class.. doin test also.. lolx. hais. den bio we all lk sit dere tokcoksingsong lors. lols. den aft sch..wanted ta take cab home.. budden no cab one leis! lols. sho ended up walkin home.. lols. hais. den went for trainin in e aftnoon lors. den at first tout e match wif tpjc was cancelled le. end ups we still had lors. went ta tpjc. saw cindy and youngheng. heehs. hrms.dunno leis. todae lk sian sian liddats.. hais. den.suwei went home when we were on e way to tpjc lors. hais. kept on thinkin i should haf left with her lors. =/ hais. sho sians lors. wad can i sae.. =S ehs.aniwaes,e match we lost. score-27-30 to tp lors. but tink was kinda good match lors. dey played well i tink. didnt reali expect ta play lars. budden he still put mi in at e last quarter.. sigh. i sucked at it lars. dunno lars. *SIGH* passing sux.defending sux.rebound sux. *sigh* what can i sae. ='( den aft tat we played with them agains lors. was jus purely playin larhs. jolene was GD. i GK. den youngheng umpiring wad. end up in e circle dat time she made an error,den she talked wads. sho i looked at her lors. missed e pass dat e GS made. jolene was lk "OI!" den i was lk wad de hell lors. shouted at her "she talking rite?!" wad da hell. *sigh agains* aft that. dunno why lars. dey went bak ta sch. den i called home ta ask if dere was dinner. pop's attitude sux once agains. who da hell was it who tout us all bouts attitudes sia. he might tink sum lame jokes of his are funny. but in my point of view? it sucked lk hell. sucked to e core. >=X hais. end up didnt go with them for dinner at 201 lars. wanted ta go mac. den dey all goin e kopitiam dere marhs. sho end up walked wif idiot lors. b4 dat,went 7-11.. got another magnet! =)) *beams* heehs. got home,had ma dinner. den fell asleep. tink b4 8.. till around 11 odd.. heehx. kkiex. dats ma dae. gtg lers. 2molo mornin still gots training. -_-" hais.
cheers~! ~*-jAn3-*~ *muackies!* =D

Friday, February 18, 2005

yoWs~ im bak- sigh* 2molo haf 2.4 run for nafa. *haix* sians. reali dun feel lk goin ta sch tho haf match.. its lk..against tpjc lors. -__-" hais. recently been damn fed-up wif ys and tong lors. hais. *SHO IRRITATING!* *sigh what can i sae.- hais. dens. todae went sch lors. hais. *nuthin new* budden dat bio tcher.. miss chui.she cried todae sia.. =S was real angry wif our class-den went bak ta staff room. when she came bak,started talkin abit.den ran out of e classroom ta toilet ta cry- dunno why also sia. tout she ok le when she came bak to our class.. end up she dash to toilet to cry.. =X hais. 1st tcher of e year ta cry frm our class. *sigh* den aft tat eng. *sians!* hais. ohyah.. todae dat sian de sisnt cum sch sias. reali sian arhs. lols. cus he nort around ta crap.. -heehs.- den. hais. tink tahiya gonna aim at mi le lors. cus i lk alwaes slp in her class.. wakakax. den she sae ish cus of netball.. -___-" bi*ch! haix. den aft sch tout haf ta watch video. end up never. den i slack around in sch lors. heehs. pei prefect frm mi class de.. wakakax. sho fun. lols. den around 5.20 liddat go home.. shared cab wif tong arn dabians. sho sori to yenkang! heehs. tink i bit his finger too hard le.. *paiseh wors!* heehx. dun cry lars.. wakakax. dens.reach home le.. started addin ppl frm frenster. lols. added lots i tink.. den..eh.. dunno leis. went out wif mom ta meet dum.. went century de sakae for dinner. dn went around ta gia gia and gai gai lors. heehx. *i got e new pink adidas bottle!!* =D *heee.*(grins retardedly-) lols. den came hm around 9 sumting lors. did dnt. *sigh* my drawing still sux lars. den bathed and everything lors. tired le. gtgs! niteX! sweet dreams*
cheers~! ~*-jAn3-*~

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Sigh. Jus finshed lookin at other people's blogs.. Feel like im sucha failure..? Sigh. And frans has e same template as me.. =*

`hhi es - so im bak again. have writen testimonials from mi ta ppl for v.dae and for cny. haf written for all e frens of chij as well. aniwaes,nort reali feelin ta happi or gud nows. tok bout it later. had new year celeb le lors. den.on fridae,(chu san) had netters reunion dinner. reali kinda du lan dat dae lors. -_-" hais. was lk.wasnt too sure bout e time i ges. den end up i met with eileen first ta buy gua's bdae present wads. end up when we were on our way dere,around 6.30,mr teo called ma hp ta kb. -_-" hais. truly pissed off that day. had a great time wif eileen and jolene before the dinner though. if nort for dat mr teo was already at yunru's house,i probably wouldnt haf turned up at all lors. i mean..go until sho unhappi,wads de point of going.?! hais. wad can i sae. but after dat during e dinner..still ok lars. nort too bad lors. den e next dae had kinda.2e1 reunion dinner? nort sures. went wif ahma.aunty derek.yingchiu.hongning.sili.shawn and homing. toopid homing..we had ta go upstairs ta e lan game place ta drag him down. *sigh* why do these things never go smoothly.. before dat went ta buy rose wif siyun tho. den v.dae.. exchanged roses bought from toys'r'us wif siyun. =) *sorta.onli happi ting in these daes?* i tink im reali goin mad. under all de stress and pressure. i cant take it animore. i d0nch noe how long more i can take it. i d0nch noe how much more i can take. i d0nch noe how long more i can stand it. but tink ive promised myself,im nort gonna gif up as long as im left standing. but when i fall one dae,its reali gonna be the end of me. ='( *sigh* what else haf i to sae. =( life reali seems such hard work to mi these daes. sigh. had anti-smoking programme todae. aft sch lars. had been working hard wif haikal,tryin ta find waes and ways to make e perfect lesson out for e sec 1s. end up we decided to play games instead. yani had all e games planned out.. so,we brought them out ta play games. had 2 games. not good ending. was real real pissed off. walked off jus lk dat. i noe was real irresponsible of mi ta leave haikal and yani dere alone tho. but.could not be bothered already. was on e verge of dying. =X hais. so went bak ta 1n1 ta get ma sch bag. den dey came back ta class. didnt even bother ta talk to them. simply walked off. saw haikal,and i told him.- i dont reali give a damn bout this stupid class already. he asked mi not to behave like this.. my reply? - we've tried to give them proper lessons,plan so hard for them,end up no lesson,we bring them out for games. and this is what we get? - couldnt stand it animore. had tears rolling in my eyes. simply walked off. had ta rush to training. mr teo was there. he was veri unhappy with me,with suwei and with ain for not being there.. *sigh* this is the 2nd time he has gotten pissed off with ne bout e psl thingy. should i quit? but i really simply cant bear all the frens i haf made. i cant bear simply cant.. *she bu de* ='( *sobx* but.what else can i do?!?! reali reali reali sad currently. reali stressed up. sigh. he didnt let me train with them. aniwaes,after that,went ta mac,den e playground near tpjc with sotong. spent alost an hour there i think. den went ta 201 with her agains. walked around. bought something for huiting.. her bdae on e 16th feb. which is todae? yar. den walked her to the bus-stop. came home. mom went out again ta buy me dinner. nuthin much after that. now reali simply feelin dat life is kinda meaningless. i d0nch get it. why mus life be so tough at this point in life? is this a kind of test or something? i d0nch noe.. i reali dont. ive said.-i dont noe how long more i can take it,can stand it,can hold on. but i promise. as long as i am left standing,i shall perservere,try to hold on- but once ive fallen,i cant promise anithing else..
signing off- jane____++*

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

`hhis-! happy chinese new year! =))heehs. btws,we won haising cat! =D *happi* hais. but i still didnt play lars. but..wadever lars. as long as we won isnt it? =)) now jus hoping dat PRCS nort sho jian until lose to haising sho dat dat get in arn we dont.. =/ hais. aniwaes,got one last match with changkat changi lors.. its on idiot's burfdae sias. heehs. sho if we reali *choy!* lost on dat dae,tink idiot will be veri veri veri veri veri veri sososososo devastated lors.. budden..tink we stand quite a good chance of winning lors.. =)) hrms. aniwaes,todae ish new year's day lors.. dunno why.. budden mom and pop quarrelled last nite.. somehow,i tink its pop's fault lors. budden.wadever lars. i dun wanna ask mom.. later she sad sad.. =( hais. so.tis morning onli mi,mom arn dum went ta ah ma house lors.. ahma veh bias sia.. gif pop $100 ang bao..den mom onli get $10.. -______-" *sho bad!* hais. but what can i sae.. pop is her son wad.. -___-" hais. den aft that..went ta katong lors.. didnt take ang paos lars.. cus tis year tink dey nort allowed to gif lors.. cuz ahgong passed away.. =/ den..jus stayed dere for a few hours lors.. didnt reali tok to brocoli head though. heehs. cus he went out wif zhikiat lors.. but.wadever. dun reali care tho.. lols. den jiu came home le.. den..ers.dunno leis. fell asleep until dinner time lors. lols. oh yah,went bak ta rss yesterdae.. was rather pissed off tho.. cus at first,during e celeb at mua sch,dey kinda dragged lors.. den was goin bak wif ignitius.qin koi arn zhen xu wads,dey lk..were kinda late lors. den couldnt get cab. den,on ma way bak,laufun tels mie shes in town when at first,she said she didnt wan ta go to town cus her sch is dere and she goes dere everydae. next,elaine tels mi dat she wans ta go out wif her cousins cus dey are lk goin out lars. den lk.when i get bak dere got lk veh little ppl onli lors. so its lk,wad the hell lors. i rush lk hell,throw tempers at ignitius.qinkoi and zhen xu.. and wad do i get? not even a little thanks for rushing lk hell! no laufun dere,elaine not going out when SHE was e one to sae wanna haf a 6/5 gathering. lk..thanks a lot man! wad de sh*t is tis?! =@ was lk real pissed off lors.. -_-" hais. aniwaes,end up still nort bad lors. cus end up went wif jiong rui.junjie.xianbi.liuying.siewli and jonathan for lunch.. budden jiong rui went off first when the wet market at bedok interchange was not open lors.. sho went wif siewli.liuying.xianbi arn jonathan for lunch at sumo house lors.. den after that,went wif liuying.siewli and xianbi to tamp mall.. was thinkin of meeting tang.idiot arn wuzei at first.. budden since mie pri sch pals were still wif mi,didnt go wif them lors.. and aniwae dey were also on their way home le lors.. den took fotos wif liuying.siewli arn xianbi lors. (look below).. hrms.den when goin bak aft tat,saw elaine wif her cousin lors. lk,wadever. heck. bleahs. lols. hrms.dunno lars.den went home le jiu got ready ta go ahma hse fer reunion dinner lors.. nuthin much aft tat i ges.. kkies lars. saed lots le.. gtg. bbuais!- happi cny!
cheers~! ~*-jAn3-*~

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Sunday, February 06, 2005

sotong arn mie agains-! heehs. i lk tis frame though. its 2 frames together! =))

xinyi saes sotong act innocent.. what do you tink...?

mie arn gua~

Saturday, February 05, 2005

`hheys-- bak again. had trainin todae. nort by mr teo though. hrms.dunno leis. tout dat todae was lk.quite waste of time? dunnoes. cus lk.tang was still as rush lors. nort too sure. tink js looked kinda pissed off though. hais. tink durin e match,when its lk kinda critical arn rushin for time,their same old pattern's gonna come out again lors.. hais. we lost our match wif PRCS.. sho now,our most crucial game ish wif haising lors. tis mondae.. hope dat we win! *fingers crossed* hais. den aft tat so-called trainin,went ta tm wif siyun arn eileen lors. hrms.dunnoe lars. budden was kinda feelin pissed of arn sianed since e start of e dae.. pms probably. lols. hais. dunnoe why. budden seeing gua in sucha bad mood dampens my day.. -_-" =(( hais. aniwaes,sho sori ta eileen seh~! hais. cus was lk..stoning away lars.. heehs. den bus came lors. den when on e bus,i was lk kinda sacarstic mani times lors. den when eileen said she wanna go ta e back ta sit..den i..hais. ap larhs.- heehs. er.den fell asleep on e bus.. den reached tampines interchange le lors. eileen went ta meet priscilla first. sho mie arn siyun went ta tm first lors. wanted ta eat gelare waffle. budden ended up in long john wif them. lols. den saw ricky arn yen kang agains. dey came fer our trainin as well* hahas. ers.den.eh. dunnoe leis. lols. at first ish wanted ta take pics wif sotong pai de. end up dey went wif js ta orchad.-_-" *was lk kinda pissed off* aniwaes,den wanted ta take pics wif xiao lian.eileen arn priscilla de.. end up eileen arn priscilla decided ta gp arcade.. didnt go wif us lors. -___-" den..walked around here arn dere wif xiao lian lors. hrms.went ta toys 'r' us.. lols. i bought a chocolate lors. ate it. lols. den we went around takin pics for xiao lian.. lols. go carry all e soft toys den take pic wif them.. lols. was lk kinda fun lars.. =) lols. hrms. den..went around lookin fer soft toys ta take pics wif lors.. lols. den end up we saw sum kinda cute hats in isetan.. lols. den took pics again. hahas. had a fun time though. den went ta cs e comic shop. saw sok peng dere. -_-" wadever. den went home le lors. watched jiang shi.. =) *im addicted to it!* lols. den pop damn shitty lors. i watch onli den he nagnagnag lk shit! den when dum was watchin prince of tennis everydae he also never say aniting! wad de *toot!*- hais. wadever. *shant get angry over such dumb tings* aniwaes,den had dinner lors. arn everyting lars. plaed com lors. kkies. type lots le. gtg~ bbuais- niteX!
cheers~! ~*-jAn3-*~

yoWs. hais. todae had a match with PRCS.. actually lk.also didnt reali expect ta win or wad lars.. budden.dey todae played lk reali veh..twoink lors. =( hais. well,as usual,mi didnt play lors. -heehx- haix. hrms. den aft e match went ta eat at uncle louis's lors. go see dat ke ai de aunty.. lols. =) hrms.den jiu went ta 201 lors.. wif ting.sotong arn jolene.. hais. den..went ta e cute cute de excercise kinda playground ta play.. lols. a while onli larhs.. den jiu went ta 201.. den at first wan go ta e cute cute de exercise playground dere also de.. end up dat sotong sae alot of ppl.paiseh. -___-" den end up sit at e pirate ship dere. -____-" *diaos* hais. den i lk.kinda sian bahs. budden.wadever lars. hais. ers.den.came home around 8.45 bahs.. *i tink..* heehs. den jiu jus sit down arn watch *jiang shi*.. watch for 3-4 discs sias! lols. den now wanna go bath le lors.. veh late le wors.. 2molo mornin still haf trainin.. haix. kie dens. gtg. buais~
cheers~! ~*-jAn3-*~

Thursday, February 03, 2005

hihis. im bak again. heehs. just changed my blog de template. =) hrms. so far.. zonal i didnt play at all sias. heehs. but wadever lars. i do concede dat gua.porn arn jolene are betta den mie lars. heehs. so.be camera lady lors.. heehs. hais. sch..well.. sux as usual lors. wad can i sae. =X die sia..haven do my dnt yet.. cus carn find com wif cd writer.. =X diediedie! ='( hais. aniwaes,was jus readin my past blogs jus now. hahas. kinda farni? heehs. wadever lors. den was chattin ta xinyi online jus now lors.. hais. jus hopes dat mum wont kip keepin such a tight rein on mie lors. hais. damn sians now lors. whenever goin home alone or wad den jiu she will lk keep on naggin at mie ta get home early..blahblahblah lors. haix. oh yarhs,btw,did you noe? i tout i lost my hp at one point.. budden was 7210 arhs. nort my 6260. =) aniwaes,turns out dat it actually dropped into francesca's bag de side pocket lors. sho..found at last lars. heehs. kie lars. jus keepin ma fingers crossed for e match against PRCS 2molo lors.. es netball-jiayous!
cheers~! ~!*-jAn3-*~