look jasmin! i wore my sch uniform okayyy. hahas. xD
basically i have nothing much to blog about. besides the fact that i FINALLY caught a movie! EPIC MOVIE. xD its really crappy. but nice for laughs. hah. had dinner and movie date with fun. was nice that we got to catch up and this and that. but somehow, it seems our lives have such a big contrast. ohwells. changes. once again. fine. i shall not go into it AGAIN. AND! the important news. i sawIVAN SEBASTIAN CHENG today on orchard road! XDDD i would totally have hijacked him can. but he was on the phone and chiong-ing away. i couldnt really stop him to do survey. LOL. ohwells- AHAS* =DD AND. i know he probably wont ever read this, but- SO SORRY SEAN! i was being super hyper like jasmin and like pushing him to do surveys. pushed and pushed (verbally though) that i think i kinda stressed him out. =x and then looking at him, he just looked so sick. i think he hadn't recovered from being sick yesterday. =( then i felt so guilty. =( so sorry ah bro.
OK! im happy. because i have a lot of photos to post. =D ah. but jasmin wont be here tomorrow. =( im sad again. T.T
love,jane- im trying hard. but why wont you let me? -
Sunday, February 25, 2007
its quite fun! go try it. =) though i wont say its totally 100% correct lah. but whatever. =D
oh and. after MUCH consideration and er. HELP (HAHA) from xinyi and jasmin,i decided otherwise. im not gonna email him. partially because i.. cant really form up anything to type, and also because.. i don't think i'll wanna be known only as a fangirl to him. kinda. hah. i'll make it big. i'll make my mark in this industry. i'll be famous, and i'll get to work with him. and THAT, is the way i shall know him, and him, get to know me. i don't wanna be stuck with a few sentences with a return email with things like- "thank you for the support." i don't wanna be left waiting in vain for a reply email. i shall work hard. i shall make my mark. i shall get to know him. and him get to know me. well, eventually. =D I Believe.
love,jane- patience is a virtue. ;D
Friday, February 23, 2007
RED.for CNY. xD
laughter is the best medicine. ;D
SHUAI.
casual and still looking fab.
simply dashing. ;D
absolutely irrisistable.
of course, my fave photo. xD
OK. those were.. probably the last of his photos that im gonna post on my blog already. *i'll tell why when i post my CNY resolutions* yep. and i've made up my mind. im gonna email him. =x i think i'm mad. if i tell jasmin, meiyun, xinyi or moomoo this, they'll also say i'm mad. but whatever. because even I think I'm mad. but whatever. im still young. 就让我好好的疯一次吧。hah. no point going mad for so long. aites.
THE CNY RESOLUTIONS:
- STOP day-dreaming so much about Sebastian Tan. but still go for all his performances nonetheless. xD -START working hard for my grade 7 exams. -START being more dilligent in V.E.*whenever i'm there. i still don't think its advisible for me to go during weekends, or bring work back. it'll just induce naggings. =/* - STOP being such a slacker. =x - START smiling more. =xx *i realise i smile rather little, esp. when im alone, cause i would look pretty much lk a retard, smiling to myself. but whatever. =p* - START saving MONEY. - START doing some meaningful things for the society. things like volunteering. =D - START contacting more friends. (: - START working out more even without training. - START getting more involved in SRT lessons and not always think so much and feel awkward. - DO stop bullying meiyun and offending her with her god. =x *sorry lah. i cant help it if im mean. =x* (uh! but that comes with a condition too. PROVIDED she STOPS talking to me about her church stuffs, and stops trying to psycho me or introduce her church friends to me and tries to get me to church. =.=" if she does all that, then im sorry, she'll just have to suffer the consequences. choices have consequences. remember? xP) - DO start saying "bye" on the phone only after the one i'm talking to does so. (i realise i always say "goodbye" even when the other party hasn't even finshed talking. how rude. tsktsk* x( ) - find a boyfriend. T.T
ok. thats about it then. i think i already uh.. kinda . solved? the second and third resolution i made for the new year. i think that was a rather huge load of resolutions. =/ but nonetheless, i'll work hard towards them! =D and i've gotta prepare for training now! i shall write the email. when i finally form up what i want to write to him about. soon. the next time i get to use the comp. i promise myself. =D
love,jane-
EDITED training was uber hectic. but FUN! xD we had a full-court basketball match for warm-up though. a total killer. i guess the only thing that i can say is that im lucky for the group i was in. HEH. AND. i still can't think of what to email to him. i think if i ever show him my blog, he'll totally FREAK OUT. T.T argh* who's have thought that I, JANE CHIA, would also have problems expressing myself through typed-out words. =.=" gawdddd* you know what? since i've been so desperate for a boyfriend, i should just mail him and go lk-" Hi Mr Sebastian Tan! I'm your NUMBER ONE FAN! would you be my boyfriend? PLEASEEEE? " argh* =.=" retarded. i think i should really start hanging out LESS with Jasmin. xO ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* help me please. i didn't even have such a headache when i was applying for jobs. =/ OHYAH! or maybe i should just send him my resume and see if he wants to hire an extra assistant. LOL. ARGH*. i am. officially stressed. and i wonder, was i even this stressed when i was taking my Os. =x oh. a random note. 娱乐百分百 says that Ariens' 恋爱运 for 2007 is the highest. HAHA. and the tarot game thing? i chose a card (its from the same programme) , like in my mind, and the results were like TOTALLY POSITIVE. it was a 5/5 hearts thing! hahahhaha. yah right. and i really wish i can just mail him and go like "Hi! I heard you're still single and available. Mind taking me?" HAH. =.=" GAWDDDDDD*!! OKAY. i shall blog again. when i've finally decided on what to type in the email, and sent it out. =x oh and. people out there like xinyi and jasmin, THINK what you would do if its your OWN idols, people you admire, people you think are uber cool and whatever. THINK, before you even try and laugh at me or criticize me. ok, this was NEITHER directed at xinyi, NOR jasmin. they understand now. to people who are like them before they thought through it. hah. love,jane- tell me please?
Saturday, February 17, 2007
EDITED i have so many photos that i have no idea which to start with. =//
where i went to for valentines' day. =x
the second stop after the above. =xx
how fun eh. so i ended up spending the morning of my valentines' day with my grandma, sis and dad, praying to my uncle and granddad. but ohwells. it was nice being with ahma anyways. =D
thats yanhao. being suicidal. =x
daryl with a cigg. in sch. =x
OOPS. caught in action. =O
and thats miss ong in my huge shades. =D
those were taken the day before, when i went back to school to look for tahiya. and then they, being very bored because it was free period, decided to be very nice and accompany me. =D
valentines' gifts.
WHAT. they were meant to be teddybears lahh. but somehow they turned out deformed, and became gingerbread bears. T.T BUT ANYWAYS. its always the thought that counts isnt it? =D *stupid xinyi laughed like mad. T.T*
mountains 1 & 2. =D when i went cycling with the co. at ecp. =D
the original green.
to the now RED. =D
getting ready for reunion dinner.
JASMIN TAN! this is just prove that i dont only do stupid things to you okayyyy. i do them to MYSELF as well. =p
and then i just got obsessed with all the photo-takings. hahas. =D
left hand.
right hand.
yep. i know. its a whole lot of photos. with no captions. i promise i'll edit this post soon! well, as soon as my sister finshes with her stuff uh. =/
anyways, HAPPY CNY EVERYONE! XD
shall be posting up my cny resolutions soon as well. heh. uh. and i put up a new blog song. WAIT for it. =D its worth it. ;D
YAY im back! =D yes so basically i have been busying about. no idea why. hahas. visiting has been the main subject for the past 3 days. and tomorrow im gonna celebrate 2 people's birthdays. hoho. how busy. somehow,i cant wait for posting tho. =/ somehow, i wont deny that im starting to feel slightly bored about work. but for the company in my group, for proving myself right and proving him wrong, i'll perservere. i'll carry on. i'll push on. i'll SUCCEED. *a-con! we'll jiayou together kies! =)* thursday. the day before reunion dinner. it was a dress up day. well, kinda. went for manicure and pedicure with my sister at bugis street, then did my hair. well, basically turned it RED. wahahhas. =D friday. i forgot what happened. =x saturday. reunion dinner? yeaa. sunday. CNY 1st day. visiting, had lots of fun, then went home to slp cause i slept at 5am the day before. =x monday. visiting. mdm chai and mdm chin. =D had loads of fun. poor dora is sick and injured. =( tuesday. visiting again. =D had lotsa mad fun. hahas. i'll post the photos some other time. =D
and i realised something today. I WANT A BOYFRIEND. =( yeaaa. no, seriously. I WANT A BOYFRIEND! help me find leh? hahas. it just gets so lonely at times that i feel like i need a shoulder to lean on. =( *shrugs*
KIES! my sister's waiting to use the comp. bye! and help me look out for guys! hahas. =D
love,jane- i saw you again. <3
Sunday, February 11, 2007
group photo before leaving the chalet. we had a reeeeaaalll hard time trying to aim and shoot. lol.
and just when we all decided to twist to join zk and gavin as in the above photo, zk decides to do something else stupid. =.="
our chalet. =D
with Hossan Leong and MooMoo this afternoon! xD i hate that lousy photographer. my eyes are like 3/4shut. T.T
last but not least, the once-famous Crazy Horse. hah. its quite saddening actually, to see it being so hot at the start, and end up in such a sad state. =/ ohwells.
lesson today was surprisingly good. =D and i talked to more people. =DD i think probably due to Jo and Mel's presence, and Nic and Bryan's absence. =x HEH. stretched real hard today. almost died. =.=" lifting was fun, but im not really looking forward to the next lesson, where we really start serious lifting. =// had lunch at macs with fazri, merga, tabby, joyce and jeremy after lesson. and i realised that i'm really the youngest there. =x but lunch was nice lah. (((: met up with Moo for Hossan Leong's Multiple Personalities Disorder! xD was fab. the jokes, though funny, makes me start thinking how cruel truth is. how real those situations are. having 4 languages and using them all at once, 'A' class food being the lousy ones. this and that. but i enjoyed it throughly. =) and i esp. loved that extra'da guy. xDD got my clutch! (lk finally) after that. and that orange v-neck tee i've been eyeing. the crowds are terrible. weekends. =.=" BAH* dinner was at Mr Teo's place. the annual reunion dinner. hahas. was fun, but not many photos. to be exact, only 2. both of food. =/ cause everyone was just eating and eating and eating and eating that i didnt really think of taking the cam out. HEH. =x
once again, i think this post's rather useless and pointless. but anyways. im happy and thats all that matters. =D
-have not thought of which course im putting as my first choice yet. =x -Moo finally got irritated by me talking about Seb Tan. HEH. xD -and lastly. I STILL WANNA GO MARSILING! xD
love,jane- my love. <3
Saturday, February 10, 2007
our main CHEF for the night. HEH.
WAHAHAHHAHAS. xD
uh. no, gavin was NOT trying to whack weisheng. hahas. and notice that extra head right in front. LOL. =x
this mad girl tried bbq-ing her marshmallow using the stove. =.="
and finally, a proper photo. with yingchiu and evon. =D
thats not all the photos. the next post, maybe. =) thanks to the 10people, including xinyi and jerome for making the chalet a tiny success. hahas. it was fun lah, even though not many people turned up. but it was a small and cosy gathering, which brought us lots of laughters, brought back a lot of memories, and.. basically catching up with each other on our lives. ((: and it was super nice seeing and talking to evon and yingchiu again. its been the longest time since i really met them, talked to them. ((:
SO. i've gotten my results alr. not exactly fantastic, not.. not too lousy as well i guess? at the very least, it was expected lah. =) not gonna post the results here. whoever should know, would already have known. whoever else wants to know, can just come and ask me. =)
theres lesson tomorrow morning! and i wonder if i should be excited or sian. esp. when lestari, the only one that i quite hit off with, is not going. T.T gawd* anyways, im meeting up with moomoo 2mr as well. to go watch hossan leong. xD and theres reunion at night. HOPEFULLY everything's gonna turn out well. unlike usually. =x
love,jane- i still miss you, Mr. Tan. <33
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
when we were both so ultra tired from doing the surveys today.
she had to show off her plaits. xD *i tied them okayyy. xD*
and i so suddenly found this photo of this stupid hamster. HAHA.
the bunch. i still love them the most. (:
even though it has all changed. (: *loves.
i cried yesterday. looking back, it was all a lil sudden. with mr sam talking about all the stories, to me feeling that wee bit touched, then to the story of the little girl with cancer, to the memories of the story being told during AGS, to uncle joo. :( and then the tears just fell and fell and fell. =x i think i shocked mr sam and the lot quite a bit. heh. so sorry ppl, i really didn't have much control over the tears. =x and when mr sam was asking for our comments, my mind went blank. but really, when he asked me for my comments, i had already thought about the things i wanted to say. even though it was a small amount of words. but i didnt dare to. i was afraid i would start crying all over again. it took me quite some time to settle down, really. =(
but yesterday was fun. besides the fact that i cried. we had yummy prata. we had a lot of slacking time. we had lotsa fun talks. i made that stupid hamster bang the wall. =D it was a great day overall. ((:
i aint feeling very much better, but really, the company changes a lot of things. (:
was uber tired today. but still went around surveying with jasmin. it was ok overall i guess. with the both of us going cranky, and all the cursing. HAHA. =x
to sum things up, the chalet isn't settled yet. =( im feeling slightly better. (: my sister's going to taiwan tomorrow. =( i wanna go scout around Marsiling. =( i miss my Mr. Tan. =( everyone's grandma(s) have not been feeling well. =( TAKE CARE OK ALL THE AHMAS OUT THERE! my post has arrived. including ADELINE GOH GUAGUA's bdae present. (: *gua~! touched anot! i got your bdae present le! hahas. xD* theres drum lesson 2mr. =D
5 sad faces vs 2 smiley faces and 1 big smile. the sad faces still emerge as the champ. =(
ohwells, i still love all you people! :D
love,jane- i miss you my Mr. Tan from Marsiling. =(
Sunday, February 04, 2007
he loves to act cute. =x
KAWAII. no? =D
looking back, and i realise how much we've all changed.
and i wonder. when is all this going to end?
i need you, my knight in shining armour, my suave and commanding general, my pillar of support, my energy, my charming prince.
somehow, i suddenly feel very emo. maybe its the lack of sleep. maybe im starting to feel the pressure at work. or maybe its the fact that i feel we've drifted. i know, i know. this kinda things come and go. im close to jasmin&co. now, but on the other hand, i feel like im losing xinyi, losing the gang, losing the team, losing everyone else. =( i know i should be used to it by now. i know this happens all the time. i know. really. but knowing, getting used to, and how i feel are different. knowing it happens, getting used to it happening, does not mean liking it. does not mean i don't feel upset. x(
class today was. only alright. i don't seem to be able to connect with the people there. so far i only talked to lestari, jeremy, merga and fazri today. 4 out of.. nearing 20, or more than that? its not going well. i know its just the 2nd lesson and i just don't warm up as quickly. but somehow, i have this feeling that im never gonna blend it. nonetheless, i've set my mind onto making a name for myself in this field. and my determination has not failed me so far. (: netball, work, this and that. its brought me through thus far and i have faith in it. ((:
work has just been work. but having better bonds now helps. at least i know i'll have an extra bro and buddy for me to fall back on should anything happen. (: he still doesn't believe in me. but im gonna prove him wrong.
on a lighter note, i applied for job at the yamaha at tm today. i hope i get shortisted. =D but then again, i forgot about my saturday morning lessons. =( HOW. =(( and i accompanied joanne on her dinner break today. (:
the chalet matter is not going well. i've booked it. and its 80bucks. have no idea how many are actually going. this feels like its gonna be another botched plan, resulting in monetary losses again. x(
drum lessons. i've found out which group THE TEACHER is from. he's in this vid. but im not saying who uh. quek should know.
was just talking to BLKM. it feels so strange. as if im talking to some stranger. =( but he's been nice. (: there have been a few times that i almost cried. the tears were just rolling about in the eye. i don't like the feeling of it. and i don't wanna go back to those days where i held everything back. i hope this emo-ness ends soon.
uh. and i saw the weiqi from MLB when doing survey the day before. he's really short. =x
love,jane- and i wonder, why did things all look so innocent back then.
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