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Sunday, January 25, 2009

WHY. WHYYYYYY. WHYYYYYY must he go tomorrow. :(

i know. i know the fact that he goes, is gonna make the grandma much much happier.
BUT. it makes me unhappy. :(
i've gotta wake up at some unholy-godly hour, to get ready, just so i can leave my place at EFFING 7.30AM, just cause he wants to avoid everyone else. =.=

ROARRRRRRR. THIS SUCKS.
sighhhh.

i know, i know this has almost become a tradition for my family, but that does NOT mean that i like it. it does NOT mean that i really prefer waking up at that kind of hours. WHAT THE EFFING HELL DAMMMMIT! x(

SAD. DAMN SAD.

ohyea. HAPPY CNY09' ALL! :)

okay thatsitbye.

love,jane-
don't wanna be, alone!

Labels: i need some skittles., OBVIOUSLY FED-UP

Thursday, January 22, 2009

i miss my primary school playmate.
i miss my friend i have a promise of 76 years with.
i miss, miss popono.
i miss, miss potato.
i miss guagua.
i miss my hotpeeenk.
i miss unclejade.
i miss baby.

sighhhhhhh.

another failed attempt has shown me that, i should really just give up.
give up all those bonds. give up that hope of reuniting. give up thinking of meeting up as a group.
yes, yes. its all that you've thought.

i wanted to TRY and organise a reunion dinner for my primary 6 class.
and i've been proven once again why it just doesn't work.
whatever. kay?

why is it. that whenever i feel like things are going slightly uphill, it all has to crash and tumble onto me. :(

okay anyways that aside. i just went through my posts for the whole of last year. hah. yes, call me no-life. i AM. so there. and i've decided to revise thru my resolutions last year. haha.

RESOLUTIONS FOR 2008
- Start smiling more. yep, the same, but i think i really need to.
- SAVE MONEY.
- Curb the temper yo. (its hard, but yea. i'll work on it. =p )
- Start fufilling my pay-day resolutions! haha.
- Exercise / Workout moreeee. i really need to. =x
- Start sleeping earlier. i need the sleep yo.
- Cherish the family, and all the friends. because i think its important to.

let's see. i think i've been smiling more,?
nope, saving money is and has always been a problem for me. not fufilled. umm pay-day resolutions. haven't been making much, so i guess its not really fufilled as well?
exercise. NO.
sleeping earlier. UNFUFILLED.
friends and family, i probably have. :) but i would guess that only includes the ones i've been closer to. cause the rest of them, the decision really doesn't lie with me as you'd have noticed.

so. for this year. i really haven't thought of my resolutions. cause i really don't seem to keep the really important ones. maybe, just maybe. i would think of them when i really have nothing better to do. haha. :x

oh and.
SMELLYCOW! you crazy thing. read alr please make sure you know what you're looking at! hahahahhaha. :P

okay. i think i should end this post. i need to catch some sleep.
toodles!

love,jane-
i could just melt in your arms, just listening to you. <3

Labels: i need some skittles.

Friday, January 16, 2009

So it went alright that day. Surprisingly.

So I'm officially outta SIM.

I don't know, but it didnt't seem to hit me as much as it did when it first happened.

but anyways. lesson learnt. now i can only hope that this is as much a disaster as a blessing in disguise.

this is the 3rd time i've opened this window. let's just hope i manage to finsh this post up. like finally.

so life has been treating me fairly well. besides the fact that i don't have alot of money (AS USUAL!), its been good. really. like, not projects to rush, no assignments to crack my head about. i mean, im totally in holiday mood. i think the best part about this, is that i get to meetup with so many people without having to worry about the fact that i have to wake up early the next day cause i have school, or that i can't go out because i have an assignment i haven't completed and all that crap.

i dunno man. if only this would last.

2 young co. sessions so far, its different without sue, definitely. but its been good, its been fun. i just don't know how i will deal with the unknown soon to come. :(

NYE and the last 2 saturday nights were spent with my girls. the previous sat at timbre, and last sat for cny reunion dinner, followed by some hanging out. awesome awesome fun. :D

and guess what. i even got to meet-up with miss always-so-busy-head-bobbing-gillyweet. hahah. :D

ANDD, my dear 809-ers finally met! :D b.queen, roach, siti, jean, even cow! it was a great evening.

so there you go, i've finally completed my post. HAH.

now i've gotta think of an excuse to the relatives on why im no longer in school. =.="

dearest 809-ers outside timbre @ artshouse. :D

oh and that thing about trusting so much that i would show that vulnerable side of me not being possible, i so agree with the evil one.

love,jane-
i don't know how to put this into words. help me. please.

Labels: life's too short for lousy food., photos

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

I'm feeling oddly normal. I mean, the meeting is tomorrow(or should i say, TODAY.), and yet i don't feel any more nervous than i usually am.
Pandar told me to not think too much and relax.
But I wasn't thinking about it. like AT ALL.

I didn't even remember today was the 1st day of school for the rest of them.

I suppose all that nerves would probably set in like, later ain't it.
hmmm.

it feels like i need company.

love,jane-

Labels: realisations, school is not fun

Friday, January 02, 2009

New Year inferno at Bangkok nightclub kills at least 58

I'm really just glad that it didn't happen in singapore. i mean, sure i'd seen a couple of ambulance on the road last night, but nothing major i guess.

So how'd YOU spend your new year's day?
i spent mine sleeping 13 hours straight - 6am - 7pm. awesome much? HAHA. :P

New year's eve, was hanging out with my girls. nothing out of the ordinary, but great fun nontheless. :) i spent the night eating french cuisine, laughing at their silly antics, screaming/shouting a lot, doing silly dares (WHICH I TOTALLY OWN JS AT! :P ), getting annoyed certain people, eyeing random people, eating churros and random junk food, and im just glad my voice is still intact today. HAHA.
majority of the photos in my phone, so until i find out/learn how i transfer them to my laptop, we'll live with being photo-less. haha.

OHYES. the new year resolutions.
i've kinda, given up on them. anyhoos, new year resolutions might not always be the greatest.
haven't you heard?

New Year's resolutions can be bad for you: mental health charity

hah. yep, THAT, plus the fact that i never seem to remember what my new year resolutions are. heh.
i suppose in time to come, i might come up with a resolution or two.
but whatever. i'll leave that to CNY. haha. :P

okay im bored.
OH GILLY! i totally miss stockpot's salads. :( go back there soooooonest kay! :D

okaythatsallbye.

love,jane-
Focus on the present. Sure, this guy or gal has swept you off your feet, and you're already thinking about your wedding vows, but shake it off. Pay attention to their character. Do they talk over you? Are they late? Are they respectful? The answers are right there in front of you.
single's love horoscope for Friday, January 2

You need to avoid the temptation to take on new challenges today -- you've got enough going on! It's one of those days when you are much better off sticking with the tried and true.
horoscope for Friday, January 2

HAHAHA. :(
birds fly over the rainbow, why then, oh why can't i.

Labels: life's too short for lousy food., realisations