Thursday, June 29, 2006
school is terrible. =(
i watched king and the clown with fun on monday. (: it was a FAB movie. im URGING ALL those over16 to GO WATCH IT! its DEFINITLY worth it. in fact, im planning to watch it a 2nd time with xinyi and jihye next week. (: i kinda wanted to go into the cinema to cry my heart out, butwells- it really isnt me to cry much during a film. i cried lk, once. when he commited suicide. the movie is SIMPLY, ABSOULUTELY, DEFINITLY worth watching. GO WATCH! =D
really, i havent gotten over sunday yet. images still go in and out of my mind as they like. i cant stop them however hard i may try. freakin upset lah. =( and to think ive so gotta focus on my dnt now. HOW?! X'(( i soo wanna cry, cry, and do nothing but cry some more. PLEASE let me, can?
RAHHH* x( school has been rather terrible. the only thing to be happy about would be the fact that our sitting arrangements have been changed i guess. (: im sitting with zhaokai, with shujuan in front of me. (: great. ((: otherwise, the fact that our school hours ending later than before, PE teacher changed, having 3 periods of science in a day and etcetcETC has been SICK. x(
BLAST THE TEACHER(S) who did the timetables. x(((
anyways, something to be happy about! x) my current craze is LEE JOON KI. x))
love,jane-
Monday, June 26, 2006
horoscope for 26th june 2006, monday : -
It's a good day to let frantic emotions out, but do it somewhere safe. Imagine you're releasing a pack of puppies -- but in a confined off-leash area. A tear-jerking movie might be just the ticket you need to unwind.
its true. really. how seriously true. :'(
Heartache. seriously. :'(( i'm feeling so empty, my heart is really aching. it hurts, so much. :( but not due to some relationship breakdown or whatever. xP it serisouly hurts to see him age so much, become so skinny, so frail, in sucha short period of time. sucha fit, strong, young man, becoming so weak, thin, it really really hurts me so much. i mean, although i'm like, not that close to him ever since we havent been going to ahma house, or rather, ive never been too close to him. he used to lock himself up. :( i was really really shocked when i saw him when we first got to ahma house. how could he have changed so much?! x'( tears were rolling in my eyes, but i kept them to myself, i didnt allow them to come out. he went back into his room for a while after that, due to the noise probably. he came out again when it was time for cake-cutting. (: it was nice seeing him, somehow. i don't know. then we kinda went in one by one to wish him happy birthday, and listen to anything he had to say. i really cried after i came out of the room. it is, indeed, a very bad feeling, having to hold your tears in. i had to hold them back until i went into the toilet, where i really poured my tears out. :'(((
i'm seriously glad for my evil cousins to be there to.. at least make me happier, so that i didnt cry again there. he was talking in sucha pessimistic tone. evil cousins and i all felt it. i think evil cousin1 teared to. :(( back home, on the phone with laufun, i cried again. and after putting the phone down, again. :'((
regrets - i really really regret, not talking to him more in the past, when i was younger, when we were closer then. :( i want someone to call me mosqi again, i want to see him smile again, i want to see him looking young again. please?
unclejoo, you're gonna make it. you MUST make it,please. you CAN make it, i'm sure of it. you can, so PLEASE do. (:
love,boonie. (:
Sunday, June 25, 2006
GAHHH* x( suddenly im feeling soooo frustrated. all thanks to laufun and convo partners, and cousin whose coming over 2mr. x(
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Jane, in your Cinderella story, you'd get to Topple Your Evil Stepsisters
Whether you're battling evil stepsisters, arguing against an unfair grade, or trying to put a bully in their place, one thing's for sure — you fight for the underdog. Let's face it: The world's not always fair. But you, more than others, know you can help make a difference.So whether you're leading a rally cry, starting a new club, or just welcoming the new girl in school before the mean kids get a chance, you've got a strong sense of what's right and wrong and are armed with the smarts to fight for justice. So roll up your sleeves, Cinderella. You might not always feel like people notice your efforts, but deep down everyone knows you're the real belle of the ball.
gahh* so tired. =( i so hope i'll fall ill from the rain at kallang today. so i wont need to go to school on monday. HOHO. xP i hate schooling mondays. so depressing. monday blues. =( anyways, i went to watch the match with livewire VS bedok bb reds today. it was a tough fight lah. im confident they could've won. the rain was sucha spoiler. x( oh,and one of the end defenders. she totally sucks mans. sucha miracle jesline didnt actually scream back at her. discipline mans. hahas. x) anyways, that fella got LOUSY attitude lars. went off to tm with fun for movies~! x)) scary movie 4. hah. seriously mans, its lameshit lars. esp. the part where she was communicating with the ghost boy. hahas. freakin crap cans. hahas. x)) ohyah, we saw TANK at the open plaza. lol. err. not bad singing. hahas. x) but it was so crowded and we were so hungry that we ran away. hahas. =P and i met jihye at the fodcourt. =))
argh* holidays are ending in like a day. =( ive seriously not touched one bit of hw. x( okays, maybe besides maths lar. but even for maths, i onli did a veryveryteenyweeny bit. x(( ohwells- =xx holidays passed so quickly. gahhh* x(( lets see what i actually did during the hols. :
- Chi O levels.
- Netball camp ; step down
- HK trip
- Out with xinyi once.
- Out with laufun twice.
- Joanne's bdae chalet
- Huiwen's bdae chalet
- Adriano's chalet
- Shopping trip at U2.
- DNT SESSIONS IN SCHOOL. x(
- lessons on first and last week.
- ohya, useless eng seminar. x(
- kbox with juan and zhu. x)
okies. i guess this holiday wasnt spent rotting altogether. hur. this holiday i watched 3 movies. xmen3, benchwarmers and scarymovie4. i think thats about it. hah. =x
i guess im reali quite bored to have blogged this much. HOHO. =x
ohya! this holiady i got to know new ppl :
- xiaoming's goodfriend, welsonn.
- dude with cool high and rawkin singing, gan.
- SIOkumiko. hahas. x)
- the BEEGBEEG eyed chonghu, whose surname is chia as well! x)
- err. guohao, whom i always mistake for edwin.
- edwin, whom i always forget his face. but he looks lk herrsong lah. x)
-pyscho serial rape-cum-murderer, chester.
- ...er. no more. or i cant remember.
aites- thats about it. ohyah, please note that those ppl mentioned above, are just ppl i GOT TO KNOW. im not rating them as friends, cus i still dont know them too well and i wont want ANYONE to come slap me for no good reason. =)) aites. busy shopping online. muahahahs - =P
+l0tsa lurve+
jane-
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
OHMY. im supposed to be in school by 8.00AM. the comp says the time now is 7.47AM, and i am NOT changed, NOT prepared, and definitely NOT in the mood to go to school. =xx ohwells-
im gonna be late. again. =xx
love,jane-
Saturday, June 17, 2006
reali, after reading aunty lin's msg den i realise, people reali take things, and people for granted. its onli AFTER something happens, or when something is ABOUT TO happen, do people learn to cherish things and not take them for granted. all these years, its been so many years, and nobody did get a cake for unclej before? im guilty as well. to think he doted on me and sis so much when we were little. =( im sorry. =((
im going mad. first, i have weird dreams. now, im slping lk theres no tomorrow. then, i cant remember where i put my new folio. -_-"
kill me pls. =.=" either im reali going mad, its pms, or im just weird, lk i always said. =xx
gahhh* have been so uber lazy to blog recently. =x
love,jane-
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
i found this on a random blog. nice. =) so i decided to steal it. =x
my auntie once said:
- nolah is a girl's name.
never in my life have I:
- bungee-jumped
the one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile:
- js i ges. nuts as in. mad. =/ lol.
high school is/was:
- not too bad? =/
when I'm nervous:
- i play with my fingers.
the last time I cried was:
- not cried lah. teared. when i was wathing a vcd. hah. =x
if I were to get married RIGHT NOW my bridesmaids would be:- sotongpai. my sis?. nb strawberrians. xinyi. laufun. x))
hair is:
- err. ticklish?my feet are:
- irritating. x( i cant seem to find the sizes for my feet. =/
when I was 5:
- i wasnt wearing specs.
last Christmas:
- was spent with.. xinyi. =)
when I turn my head left, I see:
- a puzzle and my room door and my mum's bedroom door.
when I turn my head right, I see:- the dining table and the kitchen door.
when I look down I see:- my knee.
by this time next year:- i'll be where im sent to. i ges. =/
my ideal breakfast is:
- depends actually. but i quite lk those breakfasts they serve at hotels. x)
if you visit my hometown:
- i'll bring you around! hahas. x)
where do you plan to visit anytime soon:- hrms- HK again? heh. x)
boys are:- irritating. and cute. hahas.
i'd stop my wedding if:
- i realised i didnt love the one i was gonna marry.
the world could do without
:- smokers. xP
i'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than:
- the whole cockroach. =x
most recent thing you've bought yourself:- err. friggin sketchpad. =/
most recent thing someone else bought you:
- dinner? hah.
my favorite time of day is:
- night. =)
my favorite store is:- hrms- not sure. =x
my favorite ringtone is:- xiayizhan,tian hou. xDDthe last time I was high:
- lol. yesterday? lol.
the person who I last talked to told me to:
- return her the laptop. =x
i shouldn't have been:
- so friggin careless with my folio. x(
last night:- i slept at 2+.there's this girl I know who:
- is stinky. hahas. =x
there is this guy I know who:
- has a very stylo-mylo friendster dp. hahas. x)
a better name for me would be:
- nil - i love my name. =Dif I ever go back to school I'll:
- im still in sch. =x if youre talking bout rss, i'l treasure EVERY moment i spent there. =(
my birthday is:- 9th april! x))
Like the beautiful sea mermaids who've swum before you, Siren, you certainly have a way of drawing people in. Whether wooing a crush with your alluring voice or impressing someone with your unique take on the world, you're sure to captivate more than your share of audiences.It must be the balance between your glittering personality and your individual style that keeps friends and family enamored by your presence. From being able to predict next season's "it" color to pairing leopard print with plaid before it hits the pages of Vogue, people see you as a fashion goddess. You may not want to admit it, but you're part trendsetter and people look to you for direction. Of course, you know there's more to life than shopping for the latest adorable accessory. You pursue success in all aspects of life — from offering creative insights at work to running marathons. You have big dreams, Siren, and by keeping them in sharp focus, you're sure to come out a winner.
migawd* im a winner, and a trendsetter. hah. i hope. =/
i reali reali need a dreamcatcher mans. ive been having these WEIRD dreams recently which reali not quite have ANY connections at all to the life im leading now. =// anyone knows where sells nice ones? =(
i watched benchwarmers with fun yesterday! x)) im so not gonna watch movies with her anymore mans. lol. she is so.. out of control. =// lol. MYGAWD* or at least, not comedies. hahas. =x we had ajisen for lunch before that. im tellin ya, their service is downright LOUSY. X( they freakin get their orders mixed up, one of their SENIORs there has LOUSY ATTITUDE and one of their waitresses actually cant understand what i was saying when i spoke to her in english that she asked me if i could speak chinese. -________-" GAWD* *faints* (regains conscious) ok, and so, afterdat we went to meet her chonghu so that she could pass him stuffs. and i was busy hiding my face so i didnt reali see him too clearly. LOL. =x afterdat i bus-ed down to kallang while she went home. the bus ride was sooooo long. -_-" gah* they won the match. =) we went to have bakchormee after that. =)) cabbed home cus it was damn late.
yep. and i got up around 4+ today. =xx im sooo gonna die CAN. meiyun said that they were lk ALL starting on their artefact ALREADY. and i havent even finshed my freakin folio. =.=" somebody, HELP! X(( friggin' shit. x( went to tm to get mom's bdae present. =) then to ep to buy the stupid layoutpad to do redo my stuffs. =/ walked home with dum afterdat. =)
aites. gotta go do work. -_______-" HELP. =//
+l0tsa lurve+
jane-
Sunday, June 11, 2006
on a kinda, different note? slightly i guess. i miss the times i shared with the foods and diot. =( hur. i wonder. wonder when will the time come when we will sit at mac at crap together again. wonder when will we be able to go to kbox again. wonder when it is, that i will get to suan those foods again. =( wonderful memories. hopefully they can be continued. =]
the so classic sight of me reading out the words before bean sang came back to me today. that song. 发如雪。hah. CLASSIC indeed. (: and the times that i had sucha phobia on yequ that bean made me tear when he sang it. the times when we tried to get pancake to sing. heh. and of cus, the duets with diot. i reali reali miss it mans. memories, indeed.
once upon a time -
jane-
NEVER, and i mean, NEVER cease to believe in your other half.
hahs. as regular blogders may know, its the influence of TEEVEE PROGRAMMES again. hahas. =P
im aching all over. due to training yesterday. =x have been sooo slack lars. ohwells- and i finally wore my high-until-can-fall-down-and-die shoes out today! hahas. =P its been a busy day today lars. heh.
met up with my stinky pig this morning for kbox! x)) at marinasquare, but it was full. so we ended up in suntec. again. hahas. followed by xmen3 lk right after! haha. cus our session ended at 2.30+ and there was a show at 2.45. =D ohyah. we went in around 2.51, thinking that there was bound to be lotsa commercials, turns out, i think it started rather on time lehh. hahas. we missed a lil of the starting. =( but not too much lah. =) hahas. the movie was damn action-packed. hahahas. x)) i noe its supposed to be lah. hahas. butwells- it was good lahh. =D went back to marinasquare after that. went around looking at stuffs, sportsshoes etc. but apprantly, we bought NOTHING. hahas. well, close to lah. she bought a pack of earsticks and i bought picknmix from minitoons. lol.
NEXT UP - down to downtowneast for joanne's birthday chalet. =)) so sorry to shujuan and her mrchua. hahas. i was late. =xx heh. i got so lost can. cus got so many suggestions. lol. gawd* i actually almost got lost. -_-" LOL. and so we got there and the 3 of us were all feeling so lost. lol. and joanne just kept asking anyone and everyone if they wanted food. hahas. x)) but reali, i didnt feel much comfy there. so i left asap, well, kinda. as soon as we finshed the food that joanne got us lah. hahas. x)
LAST STOP - to bedok to have macs with my dearest fun! hahahas. x)) it was so fun lah. i mean, even though it was just a very simple meal at a very comman macdonalds, it was truly great. =)
today was great. i had great fun with my stinky pig, my classmates, and my dearest fun. x))
ohyah, i had loadsa shocks today can. =x first was at joanne's chalet. the many shocks i had there. i think i had the 1st shock about the boyfriend. then the 2nd about the terrace, but not so much of a shock as the first lah. haha. and the 3rd shock about the brother. LOL. and JUST, the last shock of the day, i hope. about the great english that some ppl have. hahas. =P
overall, put aside the fact that i have a huge pile of undone hw waiting for me, and that i still cannot find my dnt folio, and the muscle aches + probably coming up blisters on my foot, today was FAB. x))
+l0tsa lurve+
jane-
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Jane,when it comes to love or money, you're a Hopeless Romantic
For richer? For poorer? It doesn't matter to you because you're the Hopeless Romantic. Whether your sweetie is an oil baron or a grease monkey, it's all about until death do us part.Even if you haven't met "the one," you'll judge your soul mate by the love letters, roses, and foot massages — not the size of their bankroll. And even if their wallet is as fat as their sonnet collection, the toughest part of your relationship will be arguing over which charity to choose, who loves whom more, and who's the bigger Schmoopie. And if that diamond ring turns brass, no biggie — your love is totally not-for-profit.
my gawd* im a HOPELESS ROMANTIC? omgness. =x
GAWD* PLEASSSEEE SAVE ME! my friggin dnt folio is outta sight, AGAIN. X( OMGGGGGG!!! i so feel lk slamming my head into the wall. x((
on the other hand, the camp was rather pleasant. and the HK trip was nice enough even though there wasnt much shopping. =))
stressed out* during training. and for that freakin dnt folio. x( argh* STRESSED OUT. =((
Miss Goh! i've gotten your newspapers! when do you want them? x))
love,jane-
