running late for the evil cousin's perf. will be back with post! :D
love,jane-
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so i didnt make it for the cousin's perf. lazy bones. :( and the time was kinda rushed cause i had work at 5 that evening. rahh* this sucks. i missed ian's gig. now i miss her perf. this sucks big time. shiat.
anyways, the 2 photos up there, was from the day the 5 of us went out together. :D i thought it would have been like all of us. turns out, only 5 of us went. whatever. we had a great time anyways. ;D
random ramblings.
i feel kinda deprived from night life shiat. i know i havent been sleeping at exactly earthly hours, but seriously. why is it when im able to, and no one seems to want to. sucks.
i handed my resignation letter over on the 24th alr. there are regrets, i guess. i do love my job. its just all the shiat that the managers have been giving us. i could take it i guess, if i really wanted to. but. i see no point in staying at somewhere, where they don't treat us like humans. i admit, sharil and grace rock. audrey is alright, but fendy and jaime really just pisses the crap outta me. im there to work dammit, not to face someone else's mood swings thankyouverymuch. i would like to stay, for the money, for the company, for the familiarity. but this shiat is really getting to me, so i guess its really time for me to say adios. i'll miss everyone. well, almost.
SHIT. 3.11am. school at 9. assigments for 1st lesson not done. here we go again.
love,jane-
Friday, May 23, 2008
spot yours truly yo. orientation.
XINYI! see that leng zai in the middle? LOL. yesyes. thats the jap hottie i've been talking about. LOL.
thats him with laura, my group leader kinda role that day. shes nice. :) and quite hot too. ;D
aye. but as i've concluded. hes really quite short lah. and recently i've seen him around in school. he has this goatee that makes him look rugged and all. not the ideal image yo. LOL. oh and siti was telling me he was single right? if you notice hard enough, hes wearing a ring on the 4th finger! LOLs. prolly some jap girl. ;D *thinks utada hikaru, namie amuro, ayumi hamasaki etcetcetc.* hahahas. im so rubbish-y. but as i told cockroach and jean, whats life without a lil gossip eh. HAH.
ANYWAYS. someone can interpret dreams? tell me what this means then. i had this terrible splitting headache, so i went t bed, and dreamt of SO MANY people in 1 dream. i dreamt of takumi, of my borders peeps, of stitch, chiman, wendy, but the weirdest of all, must be NG TAI SENG. like WTF. he didnt even teach me at all. i bet i havent spoken more than 10 words to him all my life. WHY HIM? i'm really really baffled.
that dreamt meant.. quite a bit. cause of the contents which im not gonna share, but.. yea. hah. =p
oh. on a completely seperate note. i'm quitting borders. end of this month. anyone need anything from there faster tell me ah. hahas. =p
stupid music lesson at 9am later on. now's 3.45am. havent bathed, havent packed, havent nothing. hah. aye. whats new eh.
forget takumi. McDreamy rocks everyone's socks. ;D and of course, lovelove! xD
lan yu, jacky cheung yo! hahas.
can you just imagine him singing it to you? i dont think i want to. i might just faint. xD
love,jane- waiting on a line of greens & blues, just to be the next to be with you -
how are you baby? mummy hasn't been too good lately. what with all the shit around, the mood has been foul. =( i miss you baby. i just snubbed oli just now cause she was being irritating. that lil git went to count when you left and happily told me that you left on a monday. i was very irritated. i thought i had already left you in my heart. i thought you'd be living there from now. i thought you wouldn't come back to my eyes. i thought i wouldn't have to feel this again. its all her fault. im positive. i really really miss you baby. but i hope that you're in a better place now, with all your lil bunnybunny friends playing with you. love,mummy.
so many things have been going on. what with school being an irritating pain in the ass, with those classmates of mine that i just dont click with. with that patronising bastard in borders whose "we will plan something soon" really pissed the fuck outta me, and annoyed me with the fucking lp issue crap, and not letting me stay in the sort room. with the irritating dad hovering around me, hustling me to bed, nagging like fuck, annoying the piss outta me. with all the stupid assignments i never seem to be able to complete. with all of tenzing not being able t go for ian's gig, with stupid piano kids not staying focussed, with the lack of moolah to do so many things, with stupid uncle rushing me to teach more stupid piano kids when i havent tendered my resignation yet. with me screwing up last week's audition like fuck. throw face shiat. with all those muscles aching from wednesday's training. with not being able t watch broadway beng cause the last day's tics are all sold out. OMFG. i am so friggin' overwhelmed.
okay. plus points. i got to watch the charming-est mcdreamy in made of honour with my favourite mrs lee, jamie o and bitch queen. i got to watch the vegas show with dearest quek. i went for an audition today that i didn't screw up. i got t meetup with mdm chai and the gang, even though not all turned up. im meeting ian tonight to go watch his gig.
i just hope these can last me. before i just lose my breath.
lovelove!
only in his voice can i find solace, and that little bit of space.
why doesnt his cd come out soonerrrrr. :(
thats lovelove and yuming's version. which really really rocks. <3
and thats when the 2 were going against each other, seeing whose key was higher. hah. im so sorry im spamming these vids. but really, who cares. i need something to distract me from all thats been going on.
WTF. IM 18 GODDAMMIT. JUST CAUSE YOU CANT SLEEP, DONT COME AND CHASE ME TO BED! FUCKER.
Monday, May 12, 2008
i'm like so screwed. 2 assignments due tmr. 2 quizzes not studied for yet. 2.48am in the morning. 9am class. and im happily sitting here blogging, and watching lovelove on youtube. =x
DAMMIT. sigh. ohwells. whatever.
ohya. i just realised today. lovelove got girlf! hahahas. so exciting. i wanna see what she looks like mannnnn.*loads up on gossip mags* MUAHAHAHHAA. i think i shall go search online. i might get a hint. *ignores huge pile of work and revision undone*
anyways, i've made up my mind. end of month. end of month. end of this month. i've gotta start learning to not be so attached to my graphic novels.
love,jane- cause my heart skips a beat whenever you're around, but i don't want it to.
SCHOOL SUCKS. i swear i SO wanna drop music. bloody teacher just digresses like crap. digress and digress and digress like eff. he can like link from music to eating. W.T.F.
howhowhow. i really feel like going with mich tmr, but i think i'll just die. i have lessons from 9 all the way till 4.30, albeit with breaks in between, then i have t teach at 5.30, then training at 7. i think i'll just die. like seriously. T.T
oh and. I REALLY HATE ECONS. =( econs sucks larh. damndamndamn.
OHYA. i was talking t siti the other day, and i realised that takumi is like this hot-seller in school. HAHA. she said there was this halloween party when everyone was trying t sit next t him. HAHA. butwells. both of us agree, hes SHORT. so sad. haha. =x
really, im like starting t appreciate work more than ever. i know, it still sucks t have SOME people around, and its still not fun t have morons around, but seeing everyone else is great. im like constantly missing people when im in school. =( mrs lee. bitch queen. jamie o. cockroach. uncle jade. sotong. js. prine. xinyi. moomoo. and SO MANY MORE. i swear. school's SO not fun. =( and i have t travel so far dammit.
sighhhhh* ohwells. i guess at the very least its not having t design something and coming up with new ideas constantly eh. HAH.
lovelove! lovelove rawkssss yooo. xD
love,jane- how are you baby? its been more than a week now. my mourning period is over. kinda. but really, know that you're always here with me okay? loves.
but thats about all i know about him. haha. hes a senior. thats all i know. i dont even know his course. =/ HAHA. okay then. case closed. ^^
sighhhhh. school's starting. this sucks. im so not a (unfamiliar)people-person. =( ima gonna go and anti-social. again. school's gonna resume after suchhhhh a looonnnggggg time. sigh. THIS SUCKS BIGGGG TIME. T.T
ohwells. xiao jing teng still rocks everyone's socks. ^^
