Just Dance.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

today has seriously been a terrible terrible day. im glad i had mich, wendy, lijun to complain to, to cheer me up, to talk to. and of course, dodoyun. =D
stupid boss is mad. i really really hate her. x(
updates coming soon, i promise. i've uploaded the photos already. just need to fill the post up with words now. hah.
oh. and. even though its already past 12,
happy 18th, shujuan. (:

Love,jane-

thats Kusu darling and me. (:

Fazri, Megah, me, and dear Kusu.

thats Joyce, my darling minah, Vic and again, yours truly. =D

super candid. but very cute! xD

and yes, thats the self-absorbed in self's singing, my dear minah. xD

Alyssa with Kusu and Megah attempting to kick her head off her neck. hahas.

thats darling Chanel and me. (:

and the oh-so-gorgeous Cara. ;D

credits to Eunice. thats me and Melissa.

me and Alyssa, and Chanel at the back. hah.

Pier Eleven

my yummy prawns. =D

me, Wendy, Mich and Lijun.

us with Francis.

the very pretty scenery outside the restaurant.

thats the pier. =D

again, us with Francis. (:

I'm back! =D though i've no idea for long anot. hah. sorry for not keeping my promise though. its been a long time. those photos at the top were taken.. prolly bout 2-3 weeks ago. heh. or even longer. =x but anyways. =D hehheh.
been kept very busy with work, rehearsals for Agamemnon and Hey Figaro!, and performances of Hey Figaro! which just ended yesterday.
it was a short run, just 3 shows. but it was great fun, working on the Esplanade theatre. a superb experience.
went for Battle of the Bands cause dada was in it. ACS Barker won in the end. they seriously did not deserve it.
caught Seagull, credits to the SRT director. was sucha morbid show. but then again, i was exposed to some solid theatre acting from the Royal Shakespere Company. AND! we gotta meet Sir Ian McKellan! so ubeeeeer coooool. xD
"I wake up and I think of all the people who are going to watch me perform. they might have gotten their tickets a month ago, or even a year ago. and I think, are they getting ready too? and when i realise how excited they are and how they must be getting ready as well, I would think, why am I not getting ready?"
or something to that effect. Sir Ian McKellan, I salute you. (:
i dont actually know what to blog about cause its been such a long time.
till the next post then. when i post up more up-to-date photos. (:
i shall go read my potter then. =DD

Love,jane-
mahal kita. <3

Thursday, July 05, 2007

fcuking brochures.

indeed. sometimes too much of a good thing, will just turn bad.
this shit sucks. x(

jane-

Sunday, July 01, 2007

edit

Go read this piece of news i saw on yahoo!
its like so totally WOAH. hahas. yeaa.

oh and. received news and read and heard about this ishi from Soul, from superband passed away. and he was only 25. =/
really, im starting to detest death. no, not fear. detest. dislike. hate. about 2years ago, i woke up to the news of my grandma's passing. then it was my grandpa. then last year, it was uncle j's. even though that one dragged on, i was hopeful, that he would get past it. sadly, he didnt. that was the worst in all the passings. really. that hit me the hardest. then this year, it was my other grandma's. i wasn't really close to her. in fact, i doubt that i even spoke more than 20sentences to her in all my 17years. but the sadness just floats in the air. really. sucks. i hate death. x(

so anyways, i went for a haircut with js the other day! xD hahas. it was.. prolly pretty much due to the advice from casting that i actually thought of getting my haircut. but anyways. it was good. =D
have been studying everynight at macs with js lk good lil girls. =D which is very good. because i really need to study and practise more on my maths. x/

thats BEFORE the haircut.

after ; with js.

after. with the shorter frindge. =D

and i gotta comb it down everyday cause my parting is kinda set there. hahas.

so anyways, im happy with the cut! =D

went to stupid bukitmerah library with lijun early next morning to move all the banners there. =.=" i still hate that place like seriously. that place has almost NOTHING. =.= and to think that i was early. so i literally just sat at the seat at the commonwealth mrt platform and read my magazine. T.T
anyways, we managed to make our way there and got everything done up pretty quickly. practice DOES make perfect eh. hah.
and we took photos! xD

in the library.

i know we look dumb. but it was fun! xD and we really have good chemistry i tell you, we just happened to be doing something stupid at the same time. hahahhas. xD

at the busstop.

the rest of the day was spent in the office and of course, studying with js at night. =D

after the AGM. =D
friday was SKM's AGM! =O and so, being very nice, i went back to help out. =D it was fun i guess. until, that is. when SHE asked me to give out stamps. =.= mich told me to ask mdm fauziah and mdm fauziah said to do whatever she says, albeit in a most reluctant manner. and so i was throughly frustrated as to what to do. and to make matters worse, i bumped my head on the bloody pillar kinda thing that was curved in. and that seriously hurt like MAD. really, like nobody's business. =.= and it hurt SOO badly and i was in such a position that made me not know what to do, i went to the toilet, sat down, and started crying. =x because i really couldnt take no more of it. office politics, if thats what it is. =( and after crying, i just made my way back to the office, sat down, and started watching ANTM cycle 8 on youtube. =x HAHA. i just needed something to cheer me up lah. =(
but mich, wendy, and everyone else were all very nice when they learned that i actually bumped my head. =x and guess what. mich told me that she knew about it only when the soundman, who was sitting in the soundroom when i hurt myself, asked her how was i because he could even hear it from the soundroom. T.T OMFG. x(
so anyways LAH. x( i left around 12.30 and went to meet my dearest laufun. =D and we went kbox-ing! xD hahas. it was nice, meeting up and all. but i was so tired, and my eyes were so dry, i fell asleep halfway thru when she was singing. =x heh.
and after that, i met up with my dear js, prine and sotong to go buy our bikinis! xD had some trouble getting there, but we found the place anyways. headed to bedok for dinner after that. and as they always say, time just passes quickly when you're having fun. went home after that. =D

da sotong and i. =D

sotong's very artistic photo. hahas.

and i went tanning with js and prine on saturday! xD but the stupid ssc was having some private event so that the pool had to be closed at 1pm. we reached around 12pm. =.=
had lunch at the jap restaurant after that. met mr and mrs low. and their baby is sooo cute! xDD
went walking all over the place with them after lunch and met up wth sotong. =D
and we ended up at 85 for dinner in the end. hah.
and by the end of the day, i realised that i lost my cap. x( i strongly suspect i left it in the pool toilet when js was getting changed. x((

i'm missing it already. x(

today was spent having lessons, and sleeping. =x heh.

the photos when i went out with my dearest e4 gang last sat. =D

now, reading everything, my life would've seemed pretty much happy and fruitful, yea? but really, sometimes even i wonder if everything's just a pretty scene or am i truly happy. because last night, after everything- i lost my cap at the pool toilet yesterday, one that kinda, weathered lotsa storms with me, literally. i bumped my head on friday. i am super broke because i like overspent, and i still have 2 weeks to payday. T.T my maths is going nowhere. my limit is overflowing with all the daggers that SHE has sent out. i had a splitting headache half of yesterday. and i just dont feel well.
everything piled up to the extent that i just felt like crying. =(
and so after bathing, i just sat in front of the tv and cried and cried. and when i was reading a book in bed, i continued to cry and cry. T.T stupid. i know. its prolly either pms, my emotions overflowing, a sudden sadness, or i dunno what. really. =/ GAWD*

i just need to survive past this 2 weeks. payday makes everyone happy. no?

wish me luck.

ps. if you're wondering bout the edit sign at the top of this post, its cause i added the photos in! =D

love,jane-