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Thursday, March 17, 2011






















happy pills!
this i need.


yes, again- what does jane do when she's stressed up?
she blogs.

RAHRRRR TOO. MANY. THINGS. HAPPENING.
though i DO ask for it sometimes. :/


SO.
earlier this year i finally fulfilled my dream of being in a wedding gown. HAHA.

Starring as Seraphina in Faithworks' 10th anniversary double-bill,
in Getting Married with Dad Dead Next Room by local playwright, Dora Tan.


























:D
i didn't have exactly an easy time, butwells.
all turned out well. :D

then onto ticketing for Pangdemonium's production of Closer.
it was a traumatizing experience i assure ye. i had nightmares about tickets, even AFTER the show had closed. :/
but i learnt alot nonetheless. it was a good learning experience above all i suppose. :)

all that, while having school and assignments to hand in. x.x
i need to stop being so over-achieving.

so there we have it.
3 months flying by, just like that.
mega busy.


though this didn't stop things from getting to me.
1st it was the bff, or supposed bff. of 9 years. 10 this year actually.
then came nat.
i really, REALLY, don't know whats wrong with people. or me maybe.

all these people, who mean so much for me.
i try and try and yet they just DON'T SEE IT.
WHY! >:(

i'm angry, i'm annoyed, i'm mad.
i'm disappointed, i'm pissed off.
but i'm also sad.
i'm lost, i'm hurt, i'm upset.
i feel defeated, given up on, and utterly torn.

why do people like to do this to me.
especially the ones i hold so near and dear. :(((


i thought i was over the supposed-bff.
until everything came bursting out the other day WHY mentioned that he'd asked her for my production with Faithworks.
the very fact that she could answer him, and ignore everything else i've done.
the very fact that i see her so active on fb, and yet seem like a fleeting ghost of the past to her.
the very fact, that i am still so heartbroken over her, and it seems like nothing to her.
the floodgates open and everything gushed out. :(((

i try and try, and yet fail time and again.
i suppose numbing the pain with work IS the only thing i can do now.

so glad i still have the lousy fish, WHY, my darling bimbo queen and charlz to fall back onto.

xoxo,
Jane
i'm not that strong, afterall. < /3

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