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- Been chased by fishes
- Gotten my pass
- Tasted great ondeh-ondeh
- Met up with the evil young punks for our "teens only" meeting
- Flown and touched the sky
- Drove a jetski BY MYSELF!
- had orange juice till i got sick of it
-Done lots of improv
- Slept openly in the Esplanade Library
-Learnt that i think i do like doing script analysis
- Got attacked by fishes
- Earned some spare cash for the HK trip
- Finally visited that little white place
- Finally made plans for GMAX!
and thats about it. i think.
so many things, too little time to talk. I will. soon though, not now.
I'm dreading 6.30pm. the whole vicious cycle starts once more. :(
I had 4 major birthday celebrations.
with the family. with my girls. with my skm mates. and with my darling-est e4s.
i enjoyed them all. but more than ever, i am feeling this loss, this.. emptiness, this. sense of loneliness. bah humbug.
just today. i had this sudden surge of emotions gush up to my head.
I MISS YOU, LAUFUN. i don't care if you're free or not when i get to HK, i'll stalk you just to meet you if i have to.
I MISS YOU, OXY. i know its wrong of me to ask and ask for what seems like too much. but really, initiative, woman? i totally agree with what you've said on your blog. maintence. am i asking for too much, really? why is it that action is only taken when i make noise? why is it that things have to take such a bitter turn before you decide its time to make a move? why is it that i place you in such an important place in my life, yet i feel like nothing to you?
i'm sorry if this is asking for too much. but i'd just thought that, our years of friendship actually meant something.
I MISS YOU, FRIEND. i miss our lessons too. :( i met christina at HMV the other day. nothing much, just thought i'd tell you. school's been crazy innit. let's meet up soon. for dessert or something. :D
and of course, GILLIAN TAN! where have you been! updates, woman! its been so long since i last met you. i bet you have tons of new stories now. hahaha. i'll be waitingggg. :p
my birthday celebration with a pinch of salt. :)
you know friend, that, regardless of whether it was the lady boss's initiative, or you people's idea, that very moment, i was so very moved, touched. honest. the only thing lacking was 2 streams of tears. hah. all i've ever asked for in a gathering, was just that. a simple get-together, talking, laughing, throwing the world behind us, and just immersing ourselves into the moment, enjoy each other's company.
it really felt very much like home. like family. :)
love, jane-
Strays. Or so they seem. And yet somehow, the first thought that struck me was, they must long to feel loved to.
So they were not. But what hit me at that very instant remains. If they attack our of self defense, can we really blame them? So only the obedient ones we keep, and the tough, strong ones do not deserve a change? Life is such. Human nature is funny.
And ironic. So how about all those inspiring stories, on determination, strength and will?
I didn't get it then, and i still don't get it.
Labels: i need some skittles., Jane needs money. and a lot of sleep., pictures
Friday, April 10, 2009Labels: i need some skittles., I'm. NOT. strong. enough
Monday, April 06, 2009Labels: i need some skittles., Jane needs money. and a lot of sleep., photos
Friday, April 03, 2009Labels: i need some skittles., Jane needs money. and a lot of sleep., realisations
Wednesday, April 01, 2009Labels: i need some skittles., I'm. NOT. strong. enough, OBVIOUSLY FED-UP, photos