Monday, January 30, 2006
FARK. fark. fark .fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark.
i dunno why. i just suddenly felt lk saying that word so many many times. =x dont ask me how my brain works. =x
anyways,the other day,i was so caught up with my outing with funn and why dat i completely forgot to blab about everything in rss. ok,here we go. =)
i went back with wenjie. but i totally think it was a waste of time waiting for him. we didnt even lk talk much lars. -_-" may as well go back alone. -__-" i saw shiwen,janice,the 6/3 lot there lars. but was in a rush to meet binghua,so didnt stop to chat. =( met quite a few tchers,namely mrs tng, mrs teo, mrs lucy tan,mr khoo (but i dont reali think he remembers me, =x) miss tang peipei,now known as MRS tang peipei. miss emily tan,now known as MRS emily tan. im so upset i didnt see mdm chong lars. =( ohand,miss angela woo is now known as MRS angela KONG. lols` and she now sports short hair. hehs. im also rather upset that i didnt get to talk to miss ng,now known as MRS lim-ng renmin. =(( and trust me,i was lk 0___0""" when i saw some people with makeup and short heels back there. -__-" i mean,is there REALLY,SERIOUSLY a need to put on make up,wear mini skirts,wear short heels,and carry handbags when you go back to your PRIMARY SCHOOL? -_-" lk-hello? this is a SCHOOL afterall aint it?? -______-" then i saw yanyan doin that as well. -__-" wearin a spag,shorts,SLIPPERS and makeup. -___-" and she REFUSED to even return a smile. -_-" FINE. its not as if i give a bigshit having such a junior. -__-" i saw samantha and *oops. i forgot her name. =x* in the canteen. hehs. then i saw hanyang and fredrick. fredrick's arrogance is getting from bad to WORSE. -_-" i dont even have to talk to him for more than 10 words,i feel lk getting away from him and not talking to him again. -_____-" freak. i pity hanyang. lols` then we decided to tour the school. lols` we as in,me,binghua,fiona and kalya. lols` ohyah! we saw jonathan pang as well. x) im actually quite happy he actually remembers me. lols` and mrs tan remembered me as well! x) although not by name lars,at least she saes i look familiar to her. hehs. =x
okok. thats about it at rss. x)
chuyi was not bad. =) but im so terribly sorry i practically slept thru it at hougang ahma's lars. =( at katong,i met ernie. =) lols` my cousin lars. he looks like ernie from sesame street. =x and many others. ahling jiejie,hamburger, harrypotter,grace, and manymanymany others. lols` was rather fun with dat hamburger around lars. hehs. after coming home,i slept from 5+pm,till 12+pm todae. hehs. =x
+l0tsa lurve+
jane-
Sunday, January 29, 2006
its been the longest time since i last had photos on my blog. hehs. here are some. all on food. hehs.
CHRISTMAS CAKES! X)
this was that LARGE supper i once talked about. i was enjoying it...
while watching my most beloved mdwav2. xD
new cd! x) not so new now lar. hehs.
bought with the above cd. x)
i cooked all these lor! xD
and the rice~ x)
love,jane-
happy CNY all! x) longlong post ahead! beware* lols`
it was GREAT yesterdae. x) not so at rss,but with dearest laufun and why. x)) left rss around 2+ with bh,kalya and fiona. I went to tamp interchange. they left for home. mrt-ed down to simei with the thought of meeting js,chan and prine. laufun suddenly called. decided to head back to tamp. to meet them. x) so sorri to js and chan thO- join them suddenly and then pangseh them. =x
waited outside tm for them. met karyl,szeying and josephine. onli fun and why came;i imagined a HUGE group of them. lols` ate at long john. met wenjie,karyl and co. and the mi lu de xiao hai and frens dere. lols` was kinda fun sitting beside the entrance lar. everyone comes to sae hi. LOLs. =x funn was telling us about her embarassing moments when she just came from hk. lols` had dessert at the foodcourt after longjohn. lols` met dadaneo. xD she just finshed memoirs of a geisha. hehs. we went to..tour around tm and cs. lols` ive already given funn her bdae present for this year. lols` one side of her earhole. LOL. =x she had both of them pierced at yellow,cs. hanyang left for home,to celebrate his sister's bdae. fun and i continued our touring. hahas. decided to go draw $. =x saw pancake at ntuc,AGAIN. LOLS. everyone was lk queueing to withdraw $. =/ we went to the machine near interchange. everywhere was lk queues and queues,just to withdraw $. lols` got earrings. =)) wanted to catch a movie,but there wasnt enuf time;hanyang was comin back around 7+. decided to take neos - saw josephine and karyl in dere. lols` they went in just to look at the pics ppl paste on those bored. funni girls. lols` decided to wait for why to come back. hahs. he came back. we dragged him into his fear: that pink shop. LOL. i almost died laughing simply listening to hanyang talk about the pink shop. lols` got pics. xD went to toys r us. fun went MAD. lols` dinner at foodcourt. again. lols` why wasnt eating,me and fun were practically PESTERING him to eat. LOL. =x "outside got bushes wad" LOL. thats our joke. ;) almost went to watch movie,but fun's curfew was reachin,so didnt. go. (: went to search for why's sister's birthdae present instead. hehs. went to isetan,then to perlini's silver,and finally got a skirt for his sister at s&k. saw michelle dere btw. lols` the bball michelle. =) to the interchange mac to get why's maid's dinner. lols` bus-ed home. the other 2 mrt-ed.
got home. comp-ed a lil while. when i decided to go bath,i fell asleep on my bed. =x LOL.
todae's reunion dinner was just fine. (: though i must sae it was a lil too short for me,HE wanted to leave early,as alwaes. -_-" i piano-ed for almost 2 hrs after getting home. lols` I am shocked by the time as well;it literally FLIES. lols` and i am officially ending this entry. hehs. ges i MIGHT change my skin later. =))
+l0tsa lurve+
jane-
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
FARK* fark that STUPID MORONIC FARKER kelly. XP its not OUR aunty kelly,its dat blardy umpire. FREAK -
so we didnt get to go to the daisy tan carn afterall. =( went out with my girls instead. (: got CNY shoes. ((: the match with pasir ris sec the next day was- CRAPPY and DISAPPOINTING. x( during the 1st quarter,i felt rather glad that i had gotten quite a few balls,either by interception or rebound. it was such a sense of achievement. i felt as if there was a candle,or rather,a fire lit up in my heart,my mind. i felt so proud of myself. BUT - during the break,i was scolded - i forgot why- niwaes,the 2nd,3rd and 4th quarters were plain CRAPPY. i could feel my heart sink,that fire extinguished. ='( and we were to do 1 SET of suicide. cus we couldnt hit our target. within a mere 3 days,mondae till today-wednesday,ive cried more than twice. i cried once on mondae,i couldnt take my performance. it was WORSE than LOUSY. x( i was holding it in all the time. i swallowed it down. but not today- even during the 2nd quarter break,i was on the verge of crying. then during the 3rd quarter break,perrine was also on the verge of crying,of letting her emotions get the better of her. but im glad,im VERY MUCH proud of my team. we held on all the way,till the very last second,we never gave up. im proud of joanne,for pressing on even tho she seriously lacked confidence. im proud of perrine,for not allowing zuer to hold time,even tho she had arm injury. im proud of sokpeng,my darling partner,for carrying on the 4quarters,even tho she had serious muscle ache. im proud of everyone else on my team,for never giving up until the end. =)) i love you girls. (':
ive realised,that some words ive heard in sec3,and hearing them now all over again,feels different. he could say - if you dont wanna play,then we pack up and leave right now! - last year,and id feel,im gonna try harder,im gonna give it my best shot. this year,i feel the same,and more. id feel so upset,it starts to hurt. maybe its the fact that,its my last year,that im SO determined to push on,to give it my ALL,to be able to get into top4,to be able to complete wad my seniors had wanted to do. ... im giving it my best now.
i aint gonna give in without tryin *
+l0tsa lurve+
jane-
Thursday, January 19, 2006
YAY. YAYYAYYAY. xD we won our first match at the zonals! x) but reali,its onli the 1st match. butwells- we WON! xD im UBER HAPPY. x) 39-9 ess vs bds. x) thats not all. we got 1st at the daisy tan carnival last sunday! xDD but we MIGHT not be going down this week for the 2nd round. X(( a bigbig BOO to that. =(( i mean,yea. the zonals are more important,but- its rare that we have such an achievement lars. =(( bahhhhh*
i so miss js and delyn lars. there was this period of time when i kept seeing them,then suddenly for so long i havent met them. =( *pardon the grammatical errors if any,im not in the right state of mind of perfect english now* booo. =( i mean- yea. im seeing much of xinyi,and my darling team-mates now,but. i don see them as often lars. =((( wells-gain some,and lose some yea? =(
school's been as crappy. but some of my school work's been done already. =) but still LOADS to go lars. all the blardy TYS(s) =[ DNT. *sigh*
and my tagboard's down now. =((( im still not free to change my blogskin. =(
+l0tsa lurve+
jane-
Sunday, January 15, 2006
CRAP. i have a MOUNTAINFUL of homework waiting for me to do. and ive been spending the past 1-2 hours,in front of the com,blog-hopping,viewing my friends' profiles on friendster and chatting. =x CRAP. i aint gonna finsh them on time mans. x( theres chem TYS,bio TYS, this stupid geog worksheet,english compo's planning,DNT mindmap and folio and i dunno what maths homework. cus i didnt take down. xp BAHH*
on the other hand,life has been. darn tiring. x( im SO uber shagged. =(( this week has been- trainin on mondae,piano on tuesdae,i made dinner for my family on wednesdae! x), trainin on thursdae, and on fridae,it was supposed to be a kinda sec1s kinda thing. the trial kind thing lars. ended up with all of us doin it together. -_-" its all thanks to those 2 stupid gits. xp and the poor sec2s even had to do half-court. yes,its thanks to one of those 2 dumbgits. xP freakin asses. ESP. her. fuck her left right up down upside down. XPP freakin shit. its the 2nd time she's made me cry out of anger. the 1st was cus of the DUMB lao ying jua xiao ji ting. the 2nd was this. i shall not elaborate. it pisses me off. x(
tuition todae. met up with xinyi and lynn after dat. was to get my CNY clothes. i wanted that green 3/4 sleeve from bugis. went dere,found out it was actually long-sleeved,not 3/4. =(( didnt buy. saw mark lee thO- he went to the hair salon there. narhs,hes not that impressive lor. nothin special lars. wouldnt have noticed him if xinyi hadnt pointed him out. =/ onli thing i bought for MYSELF was a gold-khaki eyeshadow from missha. =))
on another note,miss sng msged me while i was in school yesterdae. she saes royston's in hospital. =/ asked if i wanted to go with her for visiting. planned to go after trainin. she said it was too late. didnt in the end. shes goin 2mr,but i have a carn. so shes goin alone lor. =( bahh*
a last note before i leave. to those who read xiaxue,pls do NOT go try that DUMB game shes mentioned on her blog. the wheres wally game. i was DUMB enough to go try. doNOT,i repeat,do NOT even attempt. it is UBER FUCKIN DUMB.
+l0tsa lurve+
jane-
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
BEWARE. LOOONNNGGG ENTRY.
the 1st week of school ended, freaking-ly enough. -_-" huge pile HOMEWORK. x( 1st week onli leh~! so ngeow. xp bahhs* my freakin geog tcher is the same bitch. ss tcher is dat mrs kelvin lars. shes reali kinda crappy. -_-" her talks are all mono-tone lars. *rolls eyes* chinese tcher is mdm chai. -________-" wheres my mdm goh! x( just when we've finally gotten used to her. =((( obviously, meiyun,stef and joanne are OVERJOYED lars. -_-" but juan and me are lk- 0_0" SIANSATION. x( mdm chai is lk- SUPER LAME LARS. even worse den miss adeline goh guagua. xp can reali FREEZE in class during her lessons mans. -_-" dnt is left with 7people. lols` but its nice lars,havin just a small grp of us. we can bond nicely liddat. ((: oh,and. the theme for dnt is out. "Learning Aids" -________________-" REALI kena stun when i heard dat lars. i was lk- i cant even help MYSELF to learn! how to help others?! -_-" lols` i think im so gonna freak out lars. x(
went jogging on saturdae~ x) thigh muscles ached afterdat. =/ started raining afterdat thO- ((: was supposed to meet my GRAND-aunty kat. butwells- dunno lars. went to gramma's place for her birthdae during the evening. x) was nice lars. ((: but i didnt bring my digi. =x so no photos. =[ realised i had carnival the next dae. -_-" wouldnt haf known if dum hadnt mentioned it. -_________-" reason being? i didnt go for the cca showcase tingy. -_______-" i didnt even KNOW about it lars. =______=" -wadever.
was rainin on sunday morn. got there. realised they were all at the squash court. -__-" walked back to knc agains. -_________-" was still raining. some guy came and told us the carn was gonna start soon. we started warming up. i had muscle ache from yesterdae lars. =( butwells- halfway thru warming up,started raining heavily again. carnival ended up being postphoned. -___________-" BAM. freak mans. -_-" stupid people dere. im not blaming the rain thO- i love it. ((: mac with tong. (: dens to ep. walked around. lols` got some photos sent for developing. wanted to stick around till about 4+ before going to meet aunty kat. butwells- she didnt reply to my msgs after awhile. and that zhutou was watchin tv at home. -_-" decided to head home. sotong zhong se qing you. =x was on the com,den tv. dens did my hw. fell asleep at the com. -_-" went to haf a lie-down at the sofa around 9+. woke up around 12+. -_____-" quickly got a lil hw done. slept.
sch on mon. pe. -_-" was aites lars. 1st time almost all of us were running? hehs. felt great. =D rest of the day was raining. =)) SHIOK. went home. back to sch for trainin. was not too bad. except for the last quarter of the game. well,not EXACTLY quarter lars. butwells- FREAKFREAKFREAK. x( nvm. shall not mention it. (((:
today was HOLIDAY~! xD got up round 12+. watched tv,slacked around. intended to go jogging around evening. but my muscles protested, and it was raining, and.and.and.. i was just PLAIN LAZY lars. =x so didnt lor. =x hehs. dinner. piano-ed. ((: dens here i am,doin hw. blogging. -_-"
aites. this has been a LONG entry,with lots of -_-"(s) along the way. lols` back to hw now. =(
+l0tsa lurve+
jane-
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
FREAK. its all stupid tan wee siang's fault. stupid him for coming into my class to relief for miss tay today. stupid him sitting right beside me. stupid him coming up with THAT blardy topic. i was walking along suntec just now,happily listening to my cd player. then- that feeling of dread came back. that silly yequ-syndrome. X( okays. enuf of dat. x(
1st dae of sch todae lars. somehow,maybe its just dat ive gotten used to this kinda life. i no longer haf dat so-called "excited feeling" nimores. there were times in the past where i wouldnt be able to fall asleep. due to. i dunno. nervous-ness. excited. wadever. the feeling aint dere anymore. is it good? hrms- i had a FAB dream that night. errs. i think it was sunday night. or rather,monday morn. xD it was SIMPLY FAB. but i shall not share it here. =p ask me if you wanna know. but im warning you,its VERY UNLIKELY to happen. something lk 0% that it'll come true. hahas. =D im getting FAT lars. x( i simply keep eating. and eating. and eating. and eating. AND eating. and EATING. x( ohwells- =x lols`ohyah. and i haf lk. more than 150 pictures to upload. -_-" haf been snapping without loading. LOLs. =x went to watch a chinese tall story yesterdae. x) it was great. ((: touching lars. wasnt reali interested when it 1st came out. butwells- thru many other ads and after watchin a LILBIT of the making,i decided to watch it afterall. x) went with mummy. (: cyndee was queueing behind us when we were getting the tics. she was in front of us when we were gettin popcorn. but i didnt call her afterall. hehs. =x im missing my ex-classmates already. x( the class is lk. BLARDY quiet lars. and mdm chin is our form tutor. went mad upon hearing dat. =.="
i miss nazrul
i miss syiddiq
i miss zulfadli
i miss
qijiei miss zhixiangi miss
matthiasi miss
dearest monitori miss
yanhao,my fellow miracle-believer.i miss
ernestand
MOST importantly,
i miss
cheryli miss
evoni miss
yingchiuX(( i miss ALL of them. SOSOSO dearly. x'( ges i simply didnt know how to cherish them when they were still my classmates. =(((oh and,btw. i hereby present the secret recipe at suntec city with the BEST taste cafe of the year award! xD i simply just made it up lars. but. they were playing the mdwav songs~! ahh! xD they have GREAT taste. xD+l0tsa lurve+
jane-
