Just Dance.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

argh* im still sooo unprepared can. =( haven packed my bag. haven done ANY work AT ALL. =x im so gonna die when its DNT lessons. x.X sssighsssss* =[[[
budden again, i didnt go for english remedial today! hahahas. =x cus i overslept. hahas. =x but i SWEAR it wasnt on purpose! it was.. unintentional. heh. =x
totally SIANsation. im so unprepared for camp. and those IRRITATING remedial lessons. =( butwells- i shall NOT fret. lest i give miss GOH something to laugh at me about. xP i shall stay HAPPY! for i am going to HK!! ahahahas. xD
note: miss GOH wants me to being something back for her from HK. i shall bring back HK newspapers for her! how nice of me, isnt it? x))
SIGHSSS* im so lazy, but i still hafta go pack. -_-"
cheerios~

i sooo want to watch that wedding on tv 2mr can! but ive gotta go camp. -_-" FINE. x( oh,and. im gonna miss superband next monday cus im going to HK! ppl, let me know the results aites! ahhahas. thanks so much. x)) and do tag! ^^)

+l0tsa lurve+
jane-

ohmy ohmy. its 3.29AM. and i have lessons at 8AM later. AND, i am still NOT asleep. heh. =xx im so NOT in a mood for lessons later lahhhhh. x(( ohya, today's MT O levels were.. not too bad, but not too good either i guess. im probably expecting an A2 or B3. or even B4. =( im kinda aiming for an A1 lahh. =( ohwells- had a great time at cai laoshi's hse after dat. =)) with zhaokai. gavin. meiyun. shujuan and joanne. x)) had so much fun. love them so much. ^^)
im going for camp lk on wednesday? im sooo unprepared lah. =// gahhh* sians. and i still have to go for lessons during camp. =.=" totally SIANsation. x(( ohwells- im kinda. not so looking forward to the camp larhs. butwells- and im leaving for HK the day after i end camp! OMGness lah. im wondering if i'll die of exhaustion. =x hope not. =))
this year's camp will be different. with the softball and bball boys around. and all 3 PE teachers around. for one, im sure 5BX will be a killer. and that 10km run. to think i still have to go for lessons after dat. -_-" i'm so dure i'l fall asleep in class. =xx kayys. gotta run. pack my bag and stuffs for 2mr's lesson then SLEEP. heh. x))

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jane-

Saturday, May 27, 2006

i need a dreamcatcher.
reali. either that or today is a bad day for me. i woke up around 5+ today thO- heh. 12hrs of slp in total i think. x) but. i had sucha bad dream. =(( i dreamt that i had sucha quarrel with my mum that i actually cried, both IN the dream and OUT. x(( i saw such pretty dreamcatchers the other day that i actually wanted to buy. heh. but its so far, queenstown lehh. =( anyone knows where sells nice, pretty dreamcatchers? let me know ya? =)) thanks much.

then after i woke up, i got scared by my mum. -_-" then, when trying to get the connection connected, my fingers cracked. -__-" as in, i was squatting with my fingers supporting me, then i lost balance. -_-" and my fingers cracked. >( kinda. gahhh* bad day. =((

anyways, finally caught over the hedge yesterday! x)) with naemah, xinyi, yanhao, jihye, elmi and daryl. all the 3e3s. =// felt so weird lar. but reali, it was kinda ok. =) fun lars. heh. ^^) was supposed to meet laufun at first, but nothing was confirmed, so i didnt meet her in the end. the show was ok lah, but not as funny as expected? hrms- probably cus the clips were played too many times and lk, i already saw most of the jokes already? hur. =xx im still trying to get yanhao to sing. hahas. x) elmi is so cute. blurblur de. heh. and daryl.. is funny enough. lol. he got his ear pierced and we, meaning me and xinyi, kept threatening to slap his ear. lol. well, kinda. hahas. then we took neos! x)) and we went to get food for my dinner. hahas. funny enough, we took sucha long time, just to find spring onions. lmao. x)) cabbed home with xinyi and daryl afterdat. =)) it was a fun day. =))

要对不起吗？是应该要对不起吗？我这样爱上了你。明知道我的爱让你有多痛苦。可是我依然无法把你放下。如果你能了解这样的我。我就是再多哭一点，请你还是原谅我。说不对还是不行就是闭上眼睛。我依然还看得到你。
面对自己喜欢的人又不能走过去，因为不得已要背对喜欢的人。我看得好累，看得好辛苦。。。
他只是没发现，我在后面望着他。。。

jane-

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

OMFreakinG. x( i have 76unread mails. HELP. -_-"

i came home early today. x)) slept thru lk almost 3 out of the 4periods of chinese i had today. then woke up,recess. freakin huge ache. stomachache. =( called home, but pop already left home for work. mom cant pick up her phone during work. called dum in e end. the clerk let me go home by myself. that.. mdmfun. shes so nice. =)) unlike that irritating malay one. xP slept from lk 11+ all the way to 5+ when mom called to wake me just in time to go for piano. heh. =xx but reali, maybe its the psychology, i felt lk so much better after i got the form to go home. LOL. x)) or mebbe it was that stinky fengyou working. heh. =// many thanks to sjuan for running here and dere for me lars; literally running. heh. i just cant lose that image of her braking when she saw me. hahahas. x))

and so i met up with fun yesterday! x)) funfun! hahas. it was jialing, elaine and fredrick's birthday. so happy birthday you 3! heh. x) watched davinci code with her. my first nc-16 movie! heh. hers as well lah, surprisingly. lol. saw zhimin at the foodcourt before that. and she saw bryan tee. which till now, i still have no idea is who. ahhahas. =x the show was.. not too bad lah. i mean, its freakin long can. but reali, i have this feeling that its incomplete. no idea. heh. it just feels a lil incomplete to me. i dont know why. =x cus its lk, i dont know, reali. it feels to me as if the start and end had been a lil too abrupt, mebbe. hur. =x and its freakin irritating. i keep getting these missed calls from this same number. the 2 times i came real close to picking up the phone were both during movies. -_-" the last was.. during a movie with mom. either corpse bride or a chinese tall story, i think. and the 2nd was yesterday. -_-: in fact, i already picked up the phone, but in my hurry to dash out of the theatre, the fella hung up. and when i called back, it was busy. -______-" anyways, we were both sooo bloated lah. due to lunch at the foodcourt, and the popcorn. so we decided to walk around before settling for some food. =)) walked around and she went a lil mad. heh. no. not a lil. VERY MUCH. hahas. =x we shared a bag of fried squids after that and had bubbletea before taking the bus home. and the poor girl didnt have the keys to her house. heh. so she made friends with the roaches and ants near bedok. =x while i watched superband and made the gifts~ x))

its been sucha long post. heh. i think i shall stop now. im still very much in holiday mood. heh. so sorry, cant help it. =P
TENZING-ERS! WHEN ARE WE MEETING UP?! XDD

+l0tsa lurve+
jane-

Saturday, May 20, 2006

argh* im aching ALL OVER. all thanks to misspan. -_-" i almost died running that 4.8. =// so long never run already sia. and start with 4.8. then suicides. then stupid quacking and croaking. =.=" DIAOS. win liao. then duck and goose. -_______-"" almost died larh. and i had to make my way to mdmchin's hse then to orchard today. almost almost died can. -.-"

on the other hand, the first i was talking about the other time that i forgot was that i bought my first nike tshirt! heh. seriously,im no big fan of nike. in fact, i resent nike goods. but im soooo obsessed with the oregon 1972 lah. heh. xDD it sooo rawks can. ^^)
oh,and. I LEARNED HOW TO PLAY MAHJONG AND POOL ALREADY! hahahas. x)) i like that chicken tile. sooo cute. ^^) so ppl, jio me out for mahjong kies! XDD pool. anything lar. but im real lousy lah. i cant even hit the ball. i always end up hitting air. =xx

sch has been freaking crappy. not that it hasnt been, but. its AFTER EXAMS LIAO LORRRR! x( budden again, MT Olevel coming larh. so cant blame also lor. =// and the stupid dnt folio. =.=" SIANSATION. =(
aiyoooo. i cant help but complain in lk every post lar. but its freaking true mans. i soo miss fish. and monitor SENIOR. heh. :] freakin miss them in class like hell can. =(
tsk* im being naggy. but cant help it, its true.

im thinking of changing blogskin. hrms- this needs consideration. and alot of time. cus i kinda suck at it. =xx
oh,and. ive reali put down that fullstop already. =)) it feels reali great. ((: and i suddenly thought of the guilt and regret i felt during sec1. and probably sec2 as well. its down as well. feels great. reali great. x)
im watchin davinci code with fun on monday! x) cant wait to see her. x)) aites. =)

+l0tsa lurve+
jane-

Sunday, May 14, 2006

yay. get to use comp again. x)) ohwells-

its fun to try many first(s). x)) i watched my first horror movie last year with xinyi. x) infection. but reali, its not THAT horrifying lar. its more.. gruesome lah. heh. then recently i watched my first thriller movie lah. when the stranger calls. its. er. pretty lame. heh. then.. actually there are quite a few other first(s) larh. but i forgot. heh. =xx

this post is pretty useless larh. im just plain bored. =P
oh,and. my grandma is uber cute. x))

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY ALL! XDD

ohyah. thanks for the many tags. keep them coming! x))
love,jane-

once again, my sister's rushing her projects. meaning, i cant get to use the laptop as much. =( exams are lk finally ending. NEXT TUESDAY! =// sian. wednesday still have to go school. -_-" SIAN. reali, im prepared to fail my mid-years. =// NOT THAT I HAVENT TRIED. butwells- *shrugs* oh,and. ive lk 47freakin unread emails. =.="

PLANs for after exams! x))
- meeting with TENZING-ers.
- SAVE MONEY
- lose weight. -_-"
- carry on with plan for 6/5 after Os outing.
- STUDY. =//
- nb camp. then step down. x]]

aites. gtg. will be updating again. i think.

+l0tsa lurve+
jane-

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Question: if you were VERYVERYVERY pissed, angry. what would you do to the person who made you angry?

1. whack the fella lk hell
2. scream at the fella and slap him/her.
3. simply walk away.
4. swallow it down, and take that nothing happened.

i'll do 2 and 3, i ges. just that i wont do the slapping part. i would be too pissed to even think of that. -_-" i think whoever does number4 is plain DUMB. true, it might be to avoid furthur troubles and stuffs. but, wth mans. youre damn freakin pissed can. why should you bother about what others think if they dont care about how YOU think? BAHH* wadever.

current mood: depressed, in agony. X((
FREAKING SHIT.

besides that, reali, from now on, i think im gonna make ALL my thoughts known. well,mebbe not ALL, but at the very least, those thoughts that have been bugging me for a friggin long time. yes, once again, influence of teevee programmes. =] hur.

reali, im not in a mood to care bout other things. im friggin depressed. and EXTREMELY pissed.

GAH*
JANE.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

FUCK. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark. fark.
I AM FREAKING PISSED OFF WITH YOU ANTHONY TAY! X(((

you, are the 2nd person who has ever made me tear from the anger. or 3rd. whatever. i don freakin give a damn. the thing is, i am SERIOUSLY PISSED WITH YOU. X(

JANE

Monday, May 01, 2006

harts, jane-

YAY. speechday is lk FINALLY over. and now my exams are coming up. -_-" my geog project not done, dnt folio not yet done till development, and. well. tons of revision not done. =( gahh*
was UBER STRESSED on the actual day of speech day can. =// miss tay actually told us that it might be possible that we could just play our 1st piece. but. we ended up playing all anyways. -_-" after our first piece, we went out the hall. then suddenly she told one of us to play again. i pushed everything to him. haha. =x after he finshed, she told us to do the duet. =.=" den I had to play MY 2nd piece. T.T it was total OMGness can. mistakes here and dere. =// but im glad that it was alright OVERALL lah. =)) as in, no MAJOR mistakes besides the part where he forgot to flip the pg of my book. -_-" spent the rest of the concert first,watching the uniform groups, den walking here and dere, dashing here and dere, in HEELS. -_-" wanted to catch a movie with xinyi after that, but. TIMING NO GOOD LAH. =(( went for hagendaaz instead~ xD i ate so much can. went to foodcourt after that. LOL. =x and finally, home sweet home. =)

that silly girl and me. before changing. heh. x))

me, standing by, getting ready to FLIP PAGES for that fella. -_-"

im wondering if this was when i was asking him to flip my page. =x

i do THINK that they were trying to get a photo of mrchoo. lol.

MEIYUN! x) shes the one holding the yellow lightsticks. hahas. ^^

aiyo. cannot upload the other photos. again. =( cok-ed up. x( ohwells.

argh* just saw haikel's friendster photos. got mas in sch uni. miss her lehh. =(( saddeds. :(

+l0tsa lurve+
jane-