Just Dance.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

the ultra squeezy photo. =D

jane.jasmin.kelvin -this was in the ballroom. i think.

the first photo. at Conrad. =)

and we found this tissue rose on the grand piano. so here we have kelvin, imagining A is in front of him. xD

last but not least, me and jasmin with the very cool light. xD

life has been pretty.. routine i guess. but its been fun lah. with the company. =D met up with ignatius the other day for lunch. it was nice. (: went for a stupid interview before that, was supposed to be a job interview, turned out to be a job agency. T.T had another stupid thing after that. apparantly, the job only wanted people who could commit 6mths-1yr. =/ wasted my time. x( but i saw mrs lucy tan when leaving. =D
AGS at Conrad was not too bad. but seriously, all the clapping and talking got a tad boring, i almost fell asleep. =x butwells- eye-opener lah. =) and it was uber funny seeing all of us in such formal wear, and the guys in those blue ties. hahas. OHYA. and spotting all the VE ppl all over the place. LOL. xD but seriously, i was thinking, of what i would say if i ever got to stand on that stage. and. all the things that the people who received awards said, was not what came into my mind. mine was much more negative. =X AND. the marathon clip really touched me. but not only because of the spirit it was channeling. probably the fact that being a sportsperson, the spirit on court and everything. it was nice lah. (:
NYP today with cousin and quek. quite nice. first ever open-house since the TP one wasn't really counted. =x

and above everything, i lost my voice. =( no idea why, it just happened. it isn't a sore throat, and not so much of a cough. so i really have no idea why. x( 2nd time in like. 3 years? x( BAHHHH*

love,jane-
i miss you so. im glad to finally get to see you again. <3

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

our cheapskate neoprint. xD

i feel like blogging. but everytime i get to this page, my mind just blanks out. nvm. just to reassure anyone whos reading this, that im still alive and kicking, whether to your disappointment or not. HAH. kinda regret going for the tp openhouse. didnt get to see anything. and i didnt realise the sp openhouse was over alr. =( missed the np openhouse as welllllllll. x(

anyhows, i think im starting to get used to this lifestyle. =) and really, i've kinda found out the reason for staying on already. its probably the determination to prove them wrong, and the company i get everyday. im uber glad to have them. ((:

love,jane-

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

i always thought it was a myth. but i've seen for myself now. =/ btw, the focus is the table right in front. =)

one of my new PIC (partner in crime). hahas. but he's DAMNIT lame. heh.

new PIC no.2 - stupid hamster. he's in love with AHEM* Miss A. =D

jane&jasmin. the other day on the bus to the bbq.

and then i suddenly saw one of the pics i took with sotong the other time. and now i miss my loonnnggg hair. =(

was a super busy week last week. and i just realised this evening, that this week's even worse. i have something on almost everyday. =// but its ok. im with ultra fun company. =D and soooo. yep, im currently working. er. kinda. heh. but i realise i go to work everyday not knowing what im going there for. heh. so i'm gonna look for another part time anyways. yep. =)

i have the urge to carry on. but i guess, ultimately i'll have to see how it goes with the family. yepppp. but i'll stay as long as i can lah. =) the people are nice, the days are fun and the products are good. what's there to complain isn't it? HEH. i sound like im advertising. T.T WHATEVER. i just felt like blogging. but after blogging, i realise there really isn't much to blog about. HEH.

i miss netball. im still feeling so upset that i actually missed training last week. x( but its ok. im gonna be there this week. and hopefully down to watch their first match as well. =D
just realised the other day that quite alot of es-ians actually worked at the company before as well. =/ ohwells-

KIES. job's ok overall, besides the calling part thats DARN DAMNIT stressful. yeppp. few more SAs coming up. hope they turn out well. im feeling guilty that i used that tone with miss sim. i should've gone straight to the point. =( and the recruitment coming up. hope everything's gonna turn out fine. =//

love,jane-
Im soo looking forward to seeing you again. <3

Friday, January 12, 2007

i'm nervous. very nervous. terribly nervous. and scared. its been the longest time since i felt fear.
and i truly hope that their experience is not something that i'll get to go through. i hope what i'm doing is right. these past few days, and this is the first time that i'm actually thinking about what i'm going through, and if what i'm doing is actually correct. have i really been brainwashed? i hope my senses can guide me through this. i hope i can pull through this. i hope that i'm right about this. i hope that... that i can prove both of them wrong.

i need strength. i need faith. i need hope. i need to be sure of what i'm doing, and the direction that i'm going in.

i've always been very sure of the way i'm going. this is the first time, that i need reassurance. i hope everything will go well. i hope i won't let mom down. i hope.. that her support towards me won't go down the drain, that something will really blossom out of it.

lucky i've him around. in the comp. T.T butwells. its better than nothing aint it. =) i need him. but its at least another 14 days before i'll get to see him. =(

one thing after another. i really hope i won't breakdown again.

love,jane-

Saturday, January 06, 2007

2e1 gathering

on xinyi's and my side of the table.

on sili and lynn's side of the table. drastic difference? hah.

joanne. shujuan. meiyun. me. =D

our chocolate fondue. =D

last but not least, the reccomandation of the night. apricot with chocolate! super nice. ;D

so 2e1 04' had a gathering. or at least it was supposed to be one, but only 8 turned up. T.T but nontheless, we had fun lah. =) the sakae lunch was nice. even nicer of Mr.Tan to treat us, and Derek to treat us dessert. =D we pretty much split up after that. left with only 7 of us, then the guys left, then sili left, then lynn. and it was down to me and xinyi. hahas. intended to catch a movie, but it was THAT hot.(i mean the movie.) we went round tampines mall and century square, but didn't manage to watch it in the end. so we just walked around and finally settled at coffee bean. heh. but i guess that day ended quite nicely. =)

then i had some toys'r'us training on some day. was aites, but pretty lonely? cause i was alone lah. but i ended up meeting joanne, shujuan and meiyun after that. it was nice seeing them. in fact, very nice. it's been such a long time. (: got my sister's christmas present and saw her at marina square. hah. so the 4 of us just walked around marina square, talking and laughing all the while. haha. then we finally settled for chocolate fondue. =D uber nice. esp. when you're with the company you enjoy being with. hah. =D

following days were pretty much slacking at home.
and PLEASE tell me that thursday was my unluckiest day in 2007? because i'll NEVER want another day like that to happen again. x( went for this training-cum-hands on thing at bugis, one of the job interviews i went to. the whole atmosphere at the office was rather nice, the people i was with that day- jiahwee and wanyi were also pretty nice, but that was NOT a job i wanted. i was told that it was a job that did stuffs like events, promoting stuffs. in the end? we were supposed to sell those donation cards. at $10 per card. =.=" i left after a day's work. the people, esp. jiahwee kept persuading me to stay on. in the end? jiahwee told me to give her 10 reasons why i didn't wanna stay on. so,
The 10 reasons that I gave Jiahwee for not carrying on that made her dumbfounded. =x
1.) even I would not want to buy it.
2.) this was not what i expected of the job.
3.) this was not what i was looking for.
4.) i had no interest in it.
5.) i couldn't even convince myself to buy it, much less convince others to buy it.
6.) i gave up.
7.) i didn't think it was possible to finsh selling the whole booklet which consisted of 15cards.
8.) i was tired.
9.) i wasn't gonna carry on with the job, no point trying to sell more.
10.) this was not what i was told of the job.

they are all basically similar, but different in every sense. and anyways, i said them all very fast, so i don't think she heard all of them clearly. heh. wanyi and jiahwee were both very nice that day, but this was just not what i wanted, or expected. so sorry to both of them for all the complaining and whining that day though. heh.
so after i left the office, i went to book the tics! xD hahahahhaha. =p then i went back to tampines and intended to look at the mp3 i wanted. but courts didn't have it. so i just walked around, tried applying for job at the pink shop outside converse, and tried looking for sili, but she wasn't there. THEN. i met her at the traffic light near the mrt. =D met jesline as well. then.. this lady came up to me and asked for $10, she said her hadn't eaten or something. i gave her $5 instead. heh. but better than nothing lah. =D when i got back to 201, i met gavin! hahas. and evon as well. =) so i guess the day didn't end that badly? but anyways, i wouldn't want to have such a day anymore. so hopefully thats the one and only lah. =x

and i've been rotting at home since yesterday. yeeppppp.

OHYA. the other day, i went to watch curse of the golden flower with Moo. whoever that has NOT watched it but plans to do so, i can only say, its literally a comedy and NOT worth to watch at all. in fact, i think the only thing worth watching is the majestic palace and the huge cast. nothing more, nothing less. =/ but whatever. those are solely my opinions. =)

love,jane-

Monday, January 01, 2007

BEFORE.

AFTER.

BLACK.

with a touch of GREEN. =D

yeaaa. so my hair is THAT short now. and im upset about it. =( ohwells. but whatever. it'll grow back. =) and im happy with the green. haha. anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL! =D

gatherings gatherings gatherings. yeaa. that kinda sums up my past 2 days. saturday afternoon had a wedding lunch to attend. apparantly was my cousin or something getting married. ABALONE~ =D hahas. was alright overall i guess. =) then had year end gathering at my aunty's place at night. eating again. haha. but it was fun seeing everyone lah. and my funny little cousin. haha. he ran and ran and slipped on the kitchen mat and went *SPLAT* on the floor and started crying. hahas. but i guess his dad really has a way with kids lah. =)
slept till 5+ yesterday. =x meiyun called around 2, i picked up and fell asleep again. hah. =x cause i woke up and saw my sister missing. knowing she would've already hogged the comp, i simply gave up and went back sleeping. HAHA. =x slept all the way till 5+ when my mum got me up cause we had to go eat at Sakura to celebrate my uncle's birthday. =D and my other uncle drank wine and got drunk. =.=" he was totally.. mad man. lol. but whatever lah, at least he was enjoying himself. even though it was at the expense of others. haha. uber embarrasing. =x

OK. new year resolutions. =D

- watch every public performance Sebastian Tan makes. =D *wahahhahhahas. =p*
- continue with the thing I've already started with, and hopefully finally solve it, for the better.
- or else find another solution. but solve it eventually, happy or sad.
- find a job.
- work hard in Poly. either that or work hard towards the papers I'm gonna retake. =x
- err. be more cheerful. (?)

yeaa. that should be all for now. haha. anything else will go towards the CNY resolution. LOL. oh,and. i've decided not to change my heck-care attitude towards many things. cause it has brought me good so far, and i don't wanna end it. =D
OH. and now i know why i always speak without letting things go thru my brain, thus resulting in regret. BECAUSE. i realise my dad does the same thing. T.T the other day at the wedding lunch, my cousin was saying customary things like he can't afford much, so the lunch wasn't very good and stuffs like that. my dad's reply? :"haha, never mind. next time better can already." =.=" is he dumb, or is he really just not aware that his sense of humour doesn't work everywhere? x(

ahh whatever.

love,jane-