Just Dance.

Friday, February 25, 2005

'hh e yy-s. todae was a lousy dae. wif a lousy ending. *sigh* had school as usual. well.. had pe lors. didnt re-do e 2.4 tho.. dens jiu helped ta take time lors. kinda missed quite a few? -heehs- dens jiu had dnt. *damn* i did e file lors. toopid ting. end up? i forgot ta bring ta sch. -___-" *damndamndamn* was sho pissed off by miself. *sigh* lucky dat mdm chin was like nort dere? sho lk.didnt reali ask bout e file lors. furthurmore,e whole class..dun tink anione reali did it lors. -_-" hais. todae meiyun and stefanie both pon together lors. sho oni mi and sotong at dnt. *e onli gurls lars.* dens jiu recess lors. went fer trainin. didnt get ta eat. i lk.didnt reali train with them tho. was helpin eileen with her shooting. fighting for rebounds with her.. dens ask huiting ta be feeder lors. dens.well,mi and ting exchanged roles lars. hais. was gettin kinda pissed off at eileen lors.. cus she lk.dunno how ta run wad.. dens when i told her consectively dat a few of e moves would not work,she was lk also gettin kinda frustrated i ges. sho i was lk.heck. told her,if you tink can,den can lor. i also cant sae aniting. hais. dunnoe lars. tink im losing all ma patience with ma team-mates. ='( *sobx* dens jiu had lunch lors. after dat.. went ta watch e haixing match cus dey requested for it.. dens jiu went ta slp ler.. todae lk got long time ta slp sia. kinda good lars. dens i was lk e first few who woke up lors. dens suwei also sae.. heehs. dens jiu set off for dunman ler. tkgs arrived same time as us.. around 4.30.. cus we wanted ta watch e match of kc vs prcs. kc lost to tkgs 2 oni marhs. sho mr teo saed dat their standard might be around e same with tkgs lors. saw dada agains lors. had a lil fun with her lars. dens jiu went for warm up lers. todae.. did scoring lars. cus ain didnt cum *just as well* *rolls eyeballs* aniwaes,was kinda close match lors. sighs. end score was 32-28.to tkgs. =( sighs. idiot arn suwei cried i tink. its sad lars. now jus hopin dat we can win AHS big and dunman lose to tkgs big lors. dens jiu went ta 201 ta eat lors. met evon and wanqin dere.. dens jiu eat lors. had fun talkin lars. dens also dunno why..ting cried lors. =S den lk.had a quarrel with suwei lars. cus of jolene's matter lors. e part bouts suwei talkin bad bout jolene to perrine in front of jolene... =/ hais. dunno lars. i reali tink lk.its veri unfair to jolene lors. lk.in e first place,already oni got 2 malays on e team lors. den lk.we are alwaes talkin chinese in front of her lors. she may understand,but its not lk she studies chinese wad! dere is onli so much dat she understands.. den its lk. she also told mi b4 dat she feels our team.most are lk kinda racist? dey dun onli care bout her feelings lors. i dunnoe. i reali dont. its lk sho unfair to her lors. *sighs* i d0nch noe. i reali.simply dunnoe. was gonna walk bak with suwei.idiot.sotong and yr jus now.. but.reali couldnt control my tears ler.. sho decided ta go off when dey were all in 7-11.. hais. its reali sho hard ta find someone to talk to.. i cried. ='( hais. dens called matthias. wanted ta toktok with him.. end up he workin.. -_-" dens jiu called xinyi lors. altho lk.felt dat she wont reali understand,i reali reali jus needed to feel dat i had frens.to keep mi company when i was down.to comfort mi when i cried.and to share my feelings and secrets with them. =( hais. aniwaes,came home lors. play com lors. later gonna go watch teevee lors. den gonna bath lors. mom's nort home yet. i dunnoe now. i feel lk jus being a useless slacker in school. quit netball. quit psl. quit everything. be a useless nuthing in sch. i dunno. i reali feel like giving up! ='( sighs. but the ting is-can i bear to? thats e problem. i carn bear to leave em' all. i simply.reali lurve em' loads. all e times i haf shared with them. all the wonderful memories. all the weal and woe dat we have shared. its nort dat easy to give up after all.. = *sighs* kkies. gtg ler.
*pushing myself on*_____+ lotsa lurve.jane___++