Just Dance.

Saturday, February 19, 2005

heyas. tink frenster has gone abit sotsot de.. lk.cant approve testi and den also cant add testi sias. sigh. aniwaes,todae morning had training lors. hrms.nuthin much bahs. met ponpon at e sch gate. took a cab ta sch though. -heehx- cus mom had ta work.. cant fetch mi.. lols. eh.den saw mr teo lors. he lk.talked to mie bahs. bout yesterdae's match lors. he sae i was lk veh different yesterdae after e match lors. hais. den i also dunno wad to tel him sias.. =( hais. lk.also dunno how ta sae lors. could onli tel him-lk veh sian liddat. -_-" lame excuse. *sigh* true,i was sian. budden was lk.caused by various tings happening around ma life lors. *sigh* was lk.im already lk pushing my life on lors. its jus good enuf dat im nort simply giving up lors. was alreadi lk kinda ohysically and emotionally drained? hrms.den aft that..yesterdae,2.4 miss goh sae mus re-run. *SIAN* hais. dens.during e short trainin we had b4 dat,lk.felt lk i cant even catch e damn ball properly? *SIGHS* den suwei jus lk.simply went home lors. felt lk i haf no topic wif ma team-mates animore. simply kept mie to maself- diam+. *sighs agains* den got dere. who else but mi? mi.myself and onli i. goin ta fill up e damn bloddy water bottles. *wow* wad a big deal- -_-" its not more of the job dat im doing but more of e moral support dat im needing from my team-mates,my frens now more,and emotionally of cus. i dunno if its cus im havin too high expectations of them or wad,but. i dunno. i just simply dunno- ='(( *sighsigh and sighs* hais. den aft e match,as ive said,jolene anihow scream at mi wads. den also,during e match.felt ma performance was lk-SH*t. mebbe even worse. i dunno. kept telling maself-brace yourself! youre representing your school! dun come all e way here to throw face can anorts.. >= hais. i dunno. was lk.dere dey are,tryin hard ta put in e goals and here i am,losin e blardi balls. -_-" diaos- =(( *sighs* den aft e match..jiu went home wif idiots arn wadever lars- *SIGHS BIGBIG* dens..todae halfway thru training i tink,mr teo had ta leave for his ns thingy lars. also nort too sure wad its bouts. aniwaes,he said i had ta take more initiative ta find out stuffs and tings lors.hais. dens,aft training,went ta tm wif sotong and ying. dat stupid ys again come ask mi tis and dat bout her lors. *SIGHS* wad can i sae. -_-" dens he lk keep on calling mi on hp,den ask mi ta ask her answer. -_-" should nort haf answered his calls mans.- hais. aniwaes,went ta buy idiot's burfdae present lors. dens.went ta dabian's house ta wrap idiot's present lors. hrms.b4 dat zhenxu and huiying brought it to her house 1st.. cus dey were meetin tang dey all first ta go her house.. ta gamble. -_-" diaos. lols. *wad can i sae.* =X hahax. hais. den lk.she sae her house no scoth-tape sia! *wad da hell* lols. den end ups,dunno why,patrina(her lil sis) sae gort.. den she found for us.. =)) heehs. her sis sho cute seh.. hahas. dens.rushed home lors, cus told mom i'l be bak 4.30 liddat.. end ups 5.30 liddat i still at her house sias. -_-" dens..ers.jiu got home lors. took cab agains. =S heehs. den uncle yang and his wife were here lors. ehs. got another ang pao.. =D heehs. b4 dat tang's mum also gave me lars.. -heehx- dens jiu go plae com lors. den had dinner. den jiu plae com. btw,when i was at tm,went toilet den saw manmun arn her fwens. sho diaos sias. -_-" heehs. kkiex. gtgs-
cheers~! ~*-jAn3-*~