Just Dance.

Saturday, July 09, 2005

mums are noble beings. don ask me why. i jus suddenly tout of this. lols` wrote a reali LONG entry in ma diary last nite. hahas. 4 pages long. and the writing's tiny. lols` don ask me why. i blog,and i keep a diary. some things are jus supposed ta be left to me,and onli me. niwaes,ive decided ta be veh nice and share it here. but its one warning from me,its VERY long-winded lar. =x kayys- extract from jane's diary:- "many things have happened lars. 0_0 im still quite pissed at the sec 1s lor. out of the 7 picked for zonal,4 already quit. -_-" freak them lar- and ive found out,the guailan fellas in ma class are actually the chinese boys- ppl lk Gavin,Jerome,even matthias- shit them- the malay boys are actually aite lars. even ppl lk mohsin. jus that they can be rather irritating at times lar. lols` as for mas,shes ok also lar. as long as she doesnt come too near to me. lols." and "been thinkin of ways to earn $ lar. could give tuition,but i doubt i can teach well lor. lols` dowan harm others lar. hahs- evon says coffee bean accepts weekend only workers,but im not sure mom will let me work. =s dens thought modelling after reading 'seventeen',but as xinyi says lar- bu yao bei pian jiu hao- and besides dat,i dunno any modelling companies or things liddat lars. and another point,i don haf the figure. =x tout of writing articles for xing qi wu zhou bao,but im not sure of how much i'l get lar. =/ blargh* im reali reali in need of cash lar. My bank account's going bust. lk,shit lar. =(" and "Its July lar. My stress level is rising again lar. beep test. x( but this time im reali not sure how i'll feel if i fail it. Ges its partially cus of my lack of confidence in myself,and partially cus of Jolene also lar. I dunno. =/ feels so ironic. *sigh* but i'll give it my best shot anyways. =) *sigh* I dunno. nothing seems to be moving smoothly- Jeslyn is crap kays? xp stardees,im losing it. friends,i can probably only count on xinyi,yingchiu & evon for now. not even cheryl,no. not sotong pai. I dunno. perhaps its my absence in them,i feel odd. I dunno why. x( now,even family. Its not going smoothly. I dunno. I ges im just me. =x and $. yah. x wadever. *rolls eyes* =)" lastly, "and as for him,ive tried. Ive taken the 1st step by saying 'hi'. but he didnt respomd. probably either cus,he was shocked,blur, or mebbe hes still bearing a grudge lar. i dunno. xS" dats it. =) dats all im sharing. lols` the others are for me and only me. im sorry,sotong. its reali not you. its me. i dunno. nvm. =/ sotong pai's burfdae is coming! pressies~ x)

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