Just Dance.

Friday, August 12, 2005

wednesdae__]]-
aites- so i went jogging. =) at gua's condo's gym. with ma dearest sotong pai excluding lene. =] i lurve em' to bits. ( "\/" ) i noe it doesnt look liek a heart,but dats the best i can do. x) was supposed ta go alone,but they all agreed readily ta go with me. iloveem'somuch! =) didnt run much? the aircon was hurting ma nose so much. x( but..dere was at LEAST 30mins of running? but with rests in between. =x whitesands after dat. tang and chan had swensens. i had da plain water dere and da veg frm tang's fried mushroom. =/ ahas* im saving,so too bad. =)
thursdae__]]`
da gurls frm ma class went for shopping relay! x) but i didnt get to go,had ta go home for tuition. -_-" i forgot wad happened during school. =x lols` but its nice forgetting tings once in a while. =) saw sw-'s fren on teevee for da superstar result show. lols` stress level rised lk shit. feelin so guilty dat i might not make it. even thO i havent taken it,ive predicted the outcome. =x went 201 at night,so missed da gurls' superstar comp. x( but i got a new bag. x)
fridae__]]*
its da day todae! =x but somehow or other,im not AS stressed as i was during da FIRST beep this year. =/ dunno. school- nuthin much. el leen tay's lessons are still as boring,but im doing her work lar. so shes aite,for now. =) nuthin much lar. didnt reali bother? =x chem test todae! but tink i missed 5-6 qns. =x i fell asleep. lols` =x got 3.5/20 lols` aslam laughed at me! =x lols` so farni. even peeps lk aslam laughing. lols` but von and tong passed lar. nurzana and nazrul. lols` TAHIYA DIDNT COME SCHOOL! XD imsohappyhappyhappy. x) was gonna be training after sch;meaning beep. =x i ate lunch alone. x( but cus they were goin out for lunch lar. =) finshed lunch. doodled some stuffs. time for trainin. =/ i reali hate zuer's attitude lar. x( shes MAD. reali. its not called WARMUP for no reason lar. SIAO` WARMUP also wan TIMING. -_-" niwaes,i had jolene for company. dats a first since i had ta start trainin with da sec1s. it was a nice feeling. =) we ran 6 rounds instead of 5. lols` cus my maths sux. lols` poor yy lar. she keep kena tings todae. 1st was her eye,den her hamstring,den her hand. poor thang. =/ waited for lk.. kinda long? i received a sweet from ahgua! x) lols` lurveher. so sorri ta tang,tong and chan lar,made em' come down so early.. x( paisehs!* went ta loosen up abit. played with lene,ying and tang. =) beep started. =x was tryin ta keep ma high spirits up.. =/ believe it anot,i was even fine up till level3~ which is a first lar. buddens started dying from..level4-5? =s but im glad dat i managed ta keep up lar. =) sped up whenever felt was slowing down? =) lene went out before me.. x/ i lasted till level 7 lar. which is..a first? =) well,i gained some,and i lost some. i lost the right to play in games until tha next beep. but. i didnt cry. =) at least i kept my promise to myself true. =] was real hard keeping it in thO- its hard. it reali is. jus thinking of how disappointed they will be,mr teo's disappointment,and everything else.. im feelin so guilty lar. x( he spoke to us. =) felt tons better,but still as guilty lar. =s sat dere and chatted with jolene for quite a long time lar. =] hrms- ges we'll be sticking together for quite some time now. =] tmart,7-11 dens home. =) deres carn 2mr. but we're not gonna play. we both understand. =] used to be so stressed dat im supposed ta play on court and everything,but think of it now,my feelings are mixed. =s thO i keep sayin,deres joanne and sokpeng wad- do i reali tink so? do i reali tink dey can replace jolene? or even....me? =/ mebbe me,yar. but not jolene,no way- nvm lars. at least im feelin tons better den tha first beep of the year. =) im not somuch depressed. =] aites- imout` *its fun crapping with imran* x)
im sorri gurls-*

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jane-