Saturday, April 22, 2006


my tear glands are reali feeling neglected. i think. thats why theyve been wanting so much to make their presence known once again. GAHHH* x(( sheesh.

i think its at these kinda times,that the words count the most. or rather,we should never, never take talk before thinking of the consequences. something like that. i learnt my lesson last year, what i said to sotong was unintentional, a way i THOUGHT could loosen things up. but it turned out otherwise. then, it was bean. thru things that cake said; i think. yesterday I felt it myself. thru her words. wtf is with being AFRAID. SCARED of watching SCARY movies. fark* i totally forgot the word she used. but. it did NOT feel good. the feeling of being called a coward sucks. and THAT word that she used, made me feel even worse. but what can i say? i mean, is it reali sucha crime to be blardy afraid of watching those blasted movies? justFARKoff lar. this is damn exhausting. ffff.

another thing ive been thinking of today. ever realised how the photos we showoff on friendster,on our blogs and wadever, are ALWAYS the ones that show smiles and the ('.')\/ signs? i wanna be a photographer. one that takes photos of sadness. of ppl crying. of anger. of ppl screaming and shouting at others. and everything else. x)

was watching yu le bai fen bai the other day. caoge and mayi are SUPER . er. sweet. ya. DAMN SWEET CAN. x)) they can make ANYONE feel lk falling in love larrs. i also want someone who sings to me. someone i can lean on when im tired. someone to hug me when im cold. someone to talk to me to the wee hours. someone..i can hold hands with and feel lk im the happiest person on earth. gah*

FOCUS. jane, you need to FOCUS!!!!! x( bahhhhhhh*

ohyahohyahohyah. i SO WANT TO COMPLAIN! STUPID speechday rehersal. made me lose my afternoon napping time. x( den made me wear until LIDDAT and walk around holding the music books. -_-" had sucha headache after dat. den had training. =.="

+l0tsa lurve+
jane-