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Monday, June 26, 2006


Heartache. seriously. :'(( i'm feeling so empty, my heart is really aching. it hurts, so much. :( but not due to some relationship breakdown or whatever. xP it serisouly hurts to see him age so much, become so skinny, so frail, in sucha short period of time. sucha fit, strong, young man, becoming so weak, thin, it really really hurts me so much. i mean, although i'm like, not that close to him ever since we havent been going to ahma house, or rather, ive never been too close to him. he used to lock himself up. :( i was really really shocked when i saw him when we first got to ahma house. how could he have changed so much?! x'( tears were rolling in my eyes, but i kept them to myself, i didnt allow them to come out. he went back into his room for a while after that, due to the noise probably. he came out again when it was time for cake-cutting. (: it was nice seeing him, somehow. i don't know. then we kinda went in one by one to wish him happy birthday, and listen to anything he had to say. i really cried after i came out of the room. it is, indeed, a very bad feeling, having to hold your tears in. i had to hold them back until i went into the toilet, where i really poured my tears out. :'(((
i'm seriously glad for my evil cousins to be there to.. at least make me happier, so that i didnt cry again there. he was talking in sucha pessimistic tone. evil cousins and i all felt it. i think evil cousin1 teared to. :(( back home, on the phone with laufun, i cried again. and after putting the phone down, again. :'((

regrets - i really really regret, not talking to him more in the past, when i was younger, when we were closer then. :( i want someone to call me mosqi again, i want to see him smile again, i want to see him looking young again. please?

unclejoo, you're gonna make it. you MUST make it,please. you CAN make it, i'm sure of it. you can, so PLEASE do. (:

love,boonie. (: