Just Dance.

Friday, February 23, 2007

RED. for CNY. xD

laughter is the best medicine. ;D

SHUAI.

casual and still looking fab.

simply dashing. ;D

absolutely irrisistable.

of course, my fave photo. xD

OK. those were.. probably the last of his photos that im gonna post on my blog already. *i'll tell why when i post my CNY resolutions* yep. and i've made up my mind. im gonna email him. =x i think i'm mad. if i tell jasmin, meiyun, xinyi or moomoo this, they'll also say i'm mad. but whatever. because even I think I'm mad. but whatever. im still young. 就让我好好的疯一次吧。hah. no point going mad for so long. aites.

THE CNY RESOLUTIONS:

- STOP day-dreaming so much about Sebastian Tan. but still go for all his performances nonetheless. xD
- START working hard for my grade 7 exams.
- START being more dilligent in V.E. *whenever i'm there. i still don't think its advisible for me to go during weekends, or bring work back. it'll just induce naggings. =/*
- STOP being such a slacker. =x
- START smiling more. =xx *i realise i smile rather little, esp. when im alone, cause i would look pretty much lk a retard, smiling to myself. but whatever. =p*
- START saving MONEY.
- START doing some meaningful things for the society. things like volunteering. =D
- START contacting more friends. (:
- START working out more even without training.
- START getting more involved in SRT lessons and not always think so much and feel awkward.
- DO stop bullying meiyun and offending her with her god. =x *sorry lah. i cant help it if im mean. =x* (uh! but that comes with a condition too. PROVIDED she STOPS talking to me about her church stuffs, and stops trying to psycho me or introduce her church friends to me and tries to get me to church. =.=" if she does all that, then im sorry, she'll just have to suffer the consequences. choices have consequences. remember? xP)
- DO start saying "bye" on the phone only after the one i'm talking to does so. (i realise i always say "goodbye" even when the other party hasn't even finshed talking. how rude. tsktsk* x( )
- find a boyfriend. T.T

ok. thats about it then. i think i already uh.. kinda . solved? the second and third resolution i made for the new year. i think that was a rather huge load of resolutions. =/ but nonetheless, i'll work hard towards them! =D
and i've gotta prepare for training now! i shall write the email. when i finally form up what i want to write to him about. soon. the next time i get to use the comp. i promise myself. =D

love,jane-

EDITED
training was uber hectic. but FUN! xD we had a full-court basketball match for warm-up though. a total killer. i guess the only thing that i can say is that im lucky for the group i was in. HEH.
AND. i still can't think of what to email to him. i think if i ever show him my blog, he'll totally FREAK OUT. T.T argh* who's have thought that I, JANE CHIA, would also have problems expressing myself through typed-out words. =.=" gawdddd* you know what? since i've been so desperate for a boyfriend, i should just mail him and go lk-" Hi Mr Sebastian Tan! I'm your NUMBER ONE FAN! would you be my boyfriend? PLEASEEEE? " argh* =.=" retarded. i think i should really start hanging out LESS with Jasmin. xO ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* help me please. i didn't even have such a headache when i was applying for jobs. =/ OHYAH! or maybe i should just send him my resume and see if he wants to hire an extra assistant. LOL. ARGH*. i am. officially stressed. and i wonder, was i even this stressed when i was taking my Os. =x
oh. a random note. 娱乐百分百 says that Ariens' 恋爱运 for 2007 is the highest. HAHA. and the tarot game thing? i chose a card (its from the same programme) , like in my mind, and the results were like TOTALLY POSITIVE. it was a 5/5 hearts thing! hahahhaha. yah right. and i really wish i can just mail him and go like "Hi! I heard you're still single and available. Mind taking me?" HAH. =.=" GAWDDDDDD*!!
OKAY. i shall blog again. when i've finally decided on what to type in the email, and sent it out. =x
oh and. people out there like xinyi and jasmin, THINK what you would do if its your OWN idols, people you admire, people you think are uber cool and whatever. THINK, before you even try and laugh at me or criticize me.
ok, this was NEITHER directed at xinyi, NOR jasmin. they understand now. to people who are like them before they thought through it. hah.

love,jane-
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