Just Dance.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

he loves to act cute. =x

KAWAII. no? =D

looking back, and i realise how much we've all changed.

and i wonder. when is all this going to end?

i need you, my knight in shining armour, my suave and commanding general, my pillar of support, my energy, my charming prince.

somehow, i suddenly feel very emo. maybe its the lack of sleep. maybe im starting to feel the pressure at work. or maybe its the fact that i feel we've drifted. i know, i know. this kinda things come and go. im close to jasmin&co. now, but on the other hand, i feel like im losing xinyi, losing the gang, losing the team, losing everyone else. =( i know i should be used to it by now. i know this happens all the time. i know. really. but knowing, getting used to, and how i feel are different. knowing it happens, getting used to it happening, does not mean liking it. does not mean i don't feel upset. x(

class today was. only alright. i don't seem to be able to connect with the people there. so far i only talked to lestari, jeremy, merga and fazri today. 4 out of.. nearing 20, or more than that? its not going well. i know its just the 2nd lesson and i just don't warm up as quickly. but somehow, i have this feeling that im never gonna blend it. nonetheless, i've set my mind onto making a name for myself in this field. and my determination has not failed me so far. (: netball, work, this and that. its brought me through thus far and i have faith in it. ((:

work has just been work. but having better bonds now helps. at least i know i'll have an extra bro and buddy for me to fall back on should anything happen. (:
he still doesn't believe in me. but im gonna prove him wrong.

on a lighter note, i applied for job at the yamaha at tm today. i hope i get shortisted. =D but then again, i forgot about my saturday morning lessons. =( HOW. =((
and i accompanied joanne on her dinner break today. (:

the chalet matter is not going well. i've booked it. and its 80bucks. have no idea how many are actually going. this feels like its gonna be another botched plan, resulting in monetary losses again. x(

drum lessons. i've found out which group THE TEACHER is from. he's in this vid. but im not saying who uh. quek should know.

was just talking to BLKM. it feels so strange. as if im talking to some stranger. =( but he's been nice. (:
there have been a few times that i almost cried. the tears were just rolling about in the eye. i don't like the feeling of it. and i don't wanna go back to those days where i held everything back. i hope this emo-ness ends soon.

uh. and i saw the weiqi from MLB when doing survey the day before. he's really short. =x

love,jane-
and i wonder, why did things all look so innocent back then.