Friday, April 27, 2007

some truth in it afterall. =D

i would love to post photos, but i think i'll mess things up with the VisualDNA and the photos. so i'd better not. HUR.
day was alright, celebrated Tanya's birthday, like FINALLY. and got jealous ALL OVER AGAIN when they were taking about Dream, and getting to fort canning. =(
oh. and i watched The Phantom Of the Opera yesterday night! xD
but i guess maybe i had my expectations up too high. because i was rather disappointed. it was the very first time, that i ever fell asleep in a theatre. =x the surroundings were too dark for my liking, even though that was probably what was required to cause that kinda atmosphere. =/ but seriously, i absolutely LOVE the effects. the chandelier raising at the first part of the show, it caused goosebumps. yeaa. it was THAT breath-taking. absolutely MAGNIFICENT. its the see-to-believe kinda thing. and the fires, river, candles, etc.etc. oh and the set was majestic, i would say. and so.. believable. it really makes you believe that you're seeing things like they are, and not just a play. hahas. really, the effects and the set. it makes the price all worth it. =D the singing was good, and definitely up to expectations. and the number of cast they had was.. WOW. hahas. yea. so basically, besides the lights being a disturbance (by being too dark), the play was definitely good, and worth it. =D
oh, and it was.. a full house last night i guess? well, if not, then almost. cool eh. its been so long and its still so full. hah.

i finshed reading my storybook today. =( whats gonna save me from long mrt rides. =((
ok. bedtime.

Love,jane-
my love, have you watched?

Wednesday, April 25, 2007


Saturday, April 14, 2007


Try your hardest to avoid getting involved in anything new -- you're going to have to save your energy for something strange and unavoidable that will go down later on.
-Daily Astrology for 14th April 2007, Saturday.

i cant imagine what new thing. =/

and, just an announcement- I MIGHT BE TAKEN OFF THE "A MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM" PRODUCTION. =(

i received the call on thursday, when i was happily preparing to leave the house. =/ reasons given? something to do with commitment, time clashing, acting and michael. I am totally unsatisfied with that answer, and im gonna call to clear the air later. (its 1.28AM now.) i was totally stunned, shocked, when i received the phonecall. and very much upset as well. but i think its pretty much confirmed already. x( whatever. i can only hope for the best.
things have been getting from bad to worse since then. my grandma passed away, my dad fell on the stairs today, hes still been constantly annoying, and he has forbidden me from going to oli's birthday chalet today, in the evening. this sucks big time.

my 17th birthday was spent in rehearsals the whole day, and sleeping here and there of course. seriously, i wasnt expecting much of it, but (a million) thanks to Tanya, Fazri, Alyssa, Eunice, Megah, Cara, and Adeline, it was a blast. they surprised me with a birthday cake after the rehearsal, which was totally sweet of them. i think the only thing lacking was that i didnt cry. hah. Many thanks to people like guagua, yanhao, xinyi, suwei, gavin, nienxiang, laufun, meiyun, elaine, xinglun, grace, perrine, cheryl, chan, jinshu, aunty ruby, aunty linda, and especially jesline for either texting me, leaving me testimonials, or just for wishing me. =D love you all. (: and at 12, i forced jinkeat, gerald, hizam, hanyang, and guagua to wish me cause it was the 9th already. HAHA. thanks very much for responding as well. =D
oh. emma yong, barry kyle, michael and aaron all wished me as well. thanks a million. =D
(oh btw the wish that i made at the Suntec fountain didnt coem true leh. =( ) So sorry if i missed anyone out. it isnt on purpose. but i assure you, all the efforts you have been to, be it to remember, to wish me, or anything else, they have all been appreciated very much. a million thanks. (:

Short&Sweet is coming up next week. im nervous. very.
i wanna get back my role in Midsummer Night's Dream. very much.
and the lappy's not back yet. =(
from being obviously happy, im back to being upset. x( this feeling sucks.

btw, if you're free, go visit - http://liftupgradingproject.blogspot.com/
how true.

love,jane- Sunday, April 08, 2007


Daily Horoscope for 8th April 2007:
See if you can find some new place to explore -- you haven't turned the whole town upside-down yet, have you? Someone is going to need to check in with you and tag along if you let them.
totally spot-on. we brought Cara to walk around Singapore today. xD

i cant upload photos. i'm upset. because the laptop has been sent for repairs for the stupid usb outlets. like finally. T.T
i still can't find my watch. i'm very upset. now i have to get by by using my mum's watch which is 5-6mins slow. im already always late with my original watch which is 5-6mins fast. now its 5-6mins slow. T.T
im gonna miss A.M.N.D rehearsals for a whole week because Short&Sweet will be playing. i'm upset.
i totally overspent today at the flea market. i'm upset.
i spoilt my manicure. i'm upset.
i watched The Number 23 with xinyi&co. this friday, and it was a total waste of time, effort (to get there), and money. i'm upset. x(

BUT!
I'M HAPPY! because i got a manicure done today. its NEON ORANGE. xD
I'M HAPPY! because im getting along so well with the SRT ppl.
I'M HAPPY! because i went for the flea market at the red dot museum today.
I'M HAPPY! because despite the fact that i overspent today, i got lots of things, and it was totally fun. =D
I'M HAPPY! because i got my new digi cam! xDD
I'M HAPPY! because i tried Henna for the very first time. xD
I'M HAPPY! because im having rehearsal tomorrow, and we all made a deal to wear heels to celebrate my birthday. xD
I'M HAPPY! because i went to the fountain of wealth at Suntec today, and i made a wish when walking round it - That Seb Tan would appear on my 17th birthday, and wish me happy birthday. xD
I'M HAPPY! because i saw ahma just now. =D
I'M HAPPY! because i finally went swimming on friday.
I'M HAPPY! because i went for K session with fun on tuesday, then we, being very mother-ly (or simply being aunties), went to NTUC to shop for groceries. xD
I'M HAPPY! because i just feel happy.

just the past 2 weeks, i was being upset. because i felt so un-excited that my birthday was coming. so unlike the past 16 years of my life. then i thought, maybe, 16years was enough already. maybe, its just the prospect that no one will celebrate my birthday for me that im upset. (because theres no school this year) maybe, its because i aint expecting much of it already.
but its ok. i've learnt to cheer up. i've had my manicure done today. im probably going to get a pedi tomorrow. ima gonna pamper and spoil myself for the whole day. just me, for me. (:
im still SUPER nervous pls, that im gonna perform in front of live audience. =// i cant believe it. but its gonna be my big break. and i simply HAVE to make it work. its gonna run 7 times. i hope i'll get used to it gradually.

OK! i WISH that the WISH i WISHED for when i was walking around the fountain of wealth WILL come true! =D
and i WISH that tomorrow will be a great day.
(but seriously, i dont really expect much. =/)

i cant wait for the laptop to come home. =/

love,jane- Tuesday, April 03, 2007
















A MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM! xD i just felt so excited when i saw it. xDD i still remember when i saw it with megah, cara and fazri when we just walked out of liang court's macs. we were all so excited to see it. hahahhhas. xD



















HAKIM. hahhas. he was going mad and singing elmo's song all the way. LOLs.















then we decided to play with the props that the other teams left behind. xD















phileo and singa! xD he was so reluctant to take the photo. HAHAS.















see? and he still refused to smile. LOLs. xDD

ok. so the photos with hakim, phileo and singa were all taken last.. wednesday i think. yep. when i was working with SKM for the skit competition. hahhas.
so i went for the last day of temp worker for SKM at vivo city. the event was quite a success lah, but there were irritating singaporeans there, stuffing themselves with all the freebies that we were giving away. =.=" uber sickening. butwells- 天下无不散之宴席. it was fun while it lasted, but i guess everything comes to an end. (: after that i met up with MOO to go and watch titoudao! xD the last show thru the whole run. can you believe that the show ran for 40 runs! it was lk OMG. 40! imagine that. *phew* hahas. but it was as nice as before. (: and goh boon teck and his mum made a special guest appearance. hahas. but seriously, for some reason, seb tan seemed slightly restless and.. i dunno. upset? or maybe it was tiredness. *shrugs* i hope hes alright. (: ohoh! and i think i saw cynthia lee there. but that moomoo just didnt recognise her lah. hahs. so im not too sure as well. lols.
sunday was as usual, sleeping day. xD
and i spent the whole afternoon yesterday looking for jobs online. T.T how saddening. hurr. and i fell asleep when i went to get my stuffs to bath. AND NOW I CANT FIND MY WATCH. X(( it probably went missing when i fell asleep. AND I CANT FIND IT NOW. x( how saddening. =(((
and theres rehearsal to night. im VERY nervous. i hope everything goes well. =//

WATCH PLEASE APPEAR. =(

love,jane-
i hope you're fine. <3