my fairytale; graphic novels. my fave spot in borders. <3>
the name there thats gonna be replaced ;;
and yes, last thursday was my last day at borders. and i wore a skirt to work. haha. fun shiat. ima gonna miss that place dearly. and all the colleagues. in fact, im missing it already. :( but ohwells. pros and cons eh. and i really can't bear walking over to the graphic novels section now. it must be all messed up. :( sighhhh. yea, as i said. there ARE regrets. butwell. pros and cons, pros and cons. roar.
and i went out with dearest lyn, mich and aish last friday. :D so glad my dearest bitch queen made it in the end. :D
funny shiat. toad, blinky, toad, blinky. xD
love this photo of aish in her own world. hahahas. xD
lovelove! :D
yea. i'll miss them so much now that i won't get t meet them as often. sighhh. but then again, they're gonna quit soon anyways. lol. yea. SO YEA.
random stuff i've been jotting down:
On being happy, because sometimes, the biggest things may not always be what makes us the happiest. Unlike sadness, it is usually the biggest things, like losing a friend, losing someone you love etc. But the smallest things like a message, a little action, would bring about that heart warming feeling, the ends of the mouth just very unknowingly curling up, the whole uplifting feeling.
but somehow, the feelings of sadness just seems to always linger longer than that of a happy feeling. :/
& i think that, the more i get into this course, i kinda can't help but think, is it really the 2 month period that i've been talking about, or is it just that i've formed a barrier around myself? That shield, that layer of protection that has been there very unknowingly, without my knowledge. As angdao said, true colours should be shown right from the start, but then again, results in the buddy-buddy relationship i have at 809. ohwellllls. i suppose being alone's good as well. :)
okay. the others seem abit. personal. so i shall put it elsewhere. :P
on dying. i dunno. suddenly everything is flooding into my mind. its so random i dont even know why its coming. but yea. im suddenly thinking of that period when uncle joo was fighting. so what's worse? knowing that you're gonna die, but fighting for your life anyways, or not knowing? i suppose its better not knowing the outcome eh? more hope that way. but, knowing the outcome beforehand just lets you treasure things more isn't it? then again, should we live in the "live for the day" manner, or not? because i know that if i DO live in that manner, NOTHING will ever get done. i'll not do my assignments, i won't go to school, i'll spend all of my money in 1 day etcetc. because if im gonna be dying the next day, why would i wanna go to school, right? because if i know that im gonna die the next day, why would i need all that money for, right? because if i AM gonna die, why would i need to bother about my assignments, right? but if we don't live by that, and we don't learn to cherish and treasure, we regret when we lose isn't it? sigh. life is such a big irony on its own. its such a mystery, but everyone knows what happens in the end. so where's the mystery in that? okay i should stop this. haha. IRONIES!
sighhh. why can i never find so much to talk about in my comms blog? x( my comms blog is still EMPTY now. when all my classmates have AT LEAST 1 or 2 posts in theirs. DIEEEE.
1 600 word essay to be completed with no ideas at all in mind. 2 group projects to be discussed. 3 blog entries to be posted.
and i am blogging. and surfing youtube. and facebook. and listening to madonna. SHIATXYZXYZ YO.
i miss you, baby. :( i know mugen misses you too. oh mugen is injured. :( but on the verge of recovery already. :) its been more than a month now, baby. i have you with me, even though i honestly don't know where to put you. :/ sigh. mugen's such a big boy now. i would have loved to know if you were a baby boy or baby girl. but its alright. you'll always be my baby. :) hope you're doing great, baby. :) love always, mummy.
lovelove! the song that he sang at the golden horse awards, that shuqi sang. not much comments, both different feel. shuqi was channeling the emotions of the character, while he, just displayed awesome singing. xD
and again. xD rainie yang's song. she SO can NOT compare to him pls. even though this was HER song, HE sang it SO MUCH better than her. lovelove rawks. xD
