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Monday, September 29, 2008










dearest 809-ers when sending jean to melb.
our date to watch the crashing. ;)
nite out with my darlings. x)
wendy's house warming. skm mates.
love's entourage in the boys' dressing room somewhere during interval. :D
ohgawd. all these dear people that i miss oh-so-dearly. of course, there are the individuals as well- meiyun, moomoo, that annoying zhutou of mine who NEVER does reply to tag messages and NEVER does reply text messages and has a phone that im gonna smash the next time i see her. laufun, whos oh-so-busy with school, what with As and all coming up. dada neo, whos also absolutely busy with school work. sigh.

goddamn. i so don't wanna go to school later. :( esp with my friggin' essay outline thingy not done. and having to face that fucking esl teacher of mine. x(

last week was utterly TERRIBLE. especially thursday. it just sucked. like TOTALLY. monday to wednesday was just.. mundane and effing routine.

with teaching on tuesday and meet-ups with chad, moomoo, js, tang, tong and meiyun. walking about and talking, dinners, looking for piano scores at the esplanade library, max brenner's (OMGLOVE!), movies (MAMMA MIA!, disaster movie) and what-nots. then there was FOH at srt for BOOM. everything else besides school was good.
thursday was, probably the worst day of school that i've had so far. so bad that i couldn't stand staying in school any longer for my last lesson of the day. 2 lessons consecutively that.. left me speechless. i KNOW it IS my fault. but like what i ALWAYS say, i can't help it, can i? well obviously, i'd rather NOT turn up, but i CAN'T, isn't it? fucking attendance shit and participation ass.

GAHHHHHHH. school sucks now that i don't have those withdrawal symptoms to get my mind off things. right. school never really did, not suck anyways. esp since i started in may. first was peer issues, then projects, and now, issues with effing lecturers. :(
honestly, i've been thinking. is this, the right place that i'm in? is this, where i belong? i know i'm doing this for that friggin' degree, for security. but is this, what i really want?
then again, can't help but think. will i be happy otherwise? will i not hesitate otherwise? will i really not complain otherwise? will i NOT regret what i did otherwise
i don't know. i think its just a moment of.. desperation. yea. possibly. i need to bring out my determination again. my strength. my everything that has brought me through my netball years. whatever that has brought me through my 2 years of acting. all the little things that i know i have in me. you can do it, Jane.
right. back to work. :(
love,jane-
the winner takes it all, the loser has to fall.
i am going to take all that.
the falling one will not be me. -

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