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Thursday, October 30, 2008

i absolutely hate hate HATE morons!
okay that was some time ago when this fucktard took claresta's and my essays which we'd just printed to go bind. retardedly disregarding the fact that those were ours, and refusing to even check after i'd gone after her. annoying lil fucker.

that aside. im so tireeddddd. :(
i can't seem to focus on like, ANYTHING AT ALL. fine fine it WAS my fault for sleeping at 4am. but stilllll. im tired goddamn. i totally slept thru PSY just now. its ESL now and here i am, blogging. hurhur. how exciting no?

i have 1 research paper with sources to find, 1 UGC essay, 1 PSY project and 1 CSE project to finsh up. and i'm BOREEED to the max.

BEEGFATSADFACE. :(

rahhhhh.
righttt.

HAPPY THOUGHTS!

i had a couple of casting calls cause of aadb. which is an AWESOME thing.
had 2 auditions at mediacorp, 1 employment due for filming this saturday, and 1 casting for an ad yesterday. hopefully hopefully all these can really bear fruit though. esp. the ad one. i'm expecting that to pay well. *KA-CHINGG!*
i need moolah. christmas is coming again. dum's like already started christmas shopping dammit. and can you imagine, im prolly going for that diving course in malaysia in dec, meiyun's asking to go visit mdm chai in.. australia somewhere (I CAN'T REMEMBER IM SORRY. =x) which i actually am rather tempted to go, mom said we're prolly going out with moomoo and her mum sometime next jan or what. ALL THAT, on TOP of having to save money for alll those presents. woohoo eh.

oh that night out with meiyun and gavin (yes him only in the end) was.. not that bad afterall. it was nice meeting gavin after such a long time. and yes, its nice to see that somethings just never change. hahas. and so that night was good afterall. :)

so as promised, this photo was from tang's birthday. :)
not posting all though. too many dudddeeee. go look at my facebook. :P

Sotong Pai at Clarke Quay. :)

Then i went to Sentosa with the 2 stitches on some saturday.
Oktoberfest! :D

it was.. alright i guess. company was fun.
but the memories were hard.
Live band. Rightttt. 4-piece band no less, true. But really doesn't make too much of a difference. Especially when the keyboard is there anyways, and the vocalist just... is quite good anyways. Hur. Sigh. :(

The following Saturday was the last young co. session for the year and we got a cake and a really nice picture booklet which we gave to Sue. :D

young co. 2008. missing some people though. but ohwells. :)
young co. this year was a blast. the best.

i really don't understand how some people's feelings can just differ so much. or maybe not differ, but more.. how one can be THAT two-faced, and how feelings can just change so easily. i definitely enjoyed myself this year. very much. i just don't get how it can be so different for each individual. :(

oh and this was a funny sight. 6 cameras in all. hahahhas. Lois and i worked together to get all the timers started. HAHAHA. much fun. :D

and so, yes. more on halloween and that lil stone piglet the next time. if i can manage the time and remember. :P

because the rockstar* rocks your socks and you world SO badly. ;)
and yes, as always, the rockstar* has awesome nails. :P

love,jane-
because its at this kind of moments -

Labels: I'm. NOT. strong. enough, photos, school is not fun

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Honestly, looking at Benny's photos, i kind of am missing Soul Fusion. Like AGAIN. :(
The cajon. The whole band playing together. The whole cohesion and atmosphere. AHHHHH. i miss it like. soooooo badly. :(

i miss that time when i had SO many things on on saturdays. Band Comps., National League and Love's rehearsals going on at the same time. not that i don't enjoy relaxing days, don't mistake me. but.. its like what i told mom the other day. i was busy as hell, and really straining my body, testing my limits. but. i was enjoying myself so much, immersing myself in all that company i love so much. the most happening band, with the mat, kental, beng and bernie. lovliest love's entourage, with too many to name. dearest girls with my sotong pai. sigh. i suppose i can only dream eh. hur.

today at the busstop to school was utter madness.

hello mr polka-dot bag. i do like your bag cause it looks cute, BUT NOT ON YOU. and NOT when its IN MY FACE. =.= i so totally understand now how people hate me for having ginormous bags. =x

and hello mr white shirt with tak-glam flip flops. i'm so sorry i kinda shoved my bag in your face as well. cause it was starting to ache on my shoulder and as you know, that tiny walkway on the bus is really not big. heh. sorry!

omg dammit. just when i'm thinking of the band. i have to see MLB's advert on teevee. :(

very upset.

1 last thing. i am annoyed. okay. more upset than annoyed. WHYYYY isit. EVERYTIME. EVERYTIME i get my hopes up, things have to fall apart. :(

miss quek, i don't think you'll read this in time. but anyhoos, i was planning tonight's movie to be a surprise birthday celebration for you as well. and guess what? of all people, even joanne could make it. lzk, for some unknown reason, couldn't. sj couldn't as well. so its down to both of us, gavin, ws and joanne. BUT. this BUT just has to appear. BUT. ws has this family meeting at the last moment. and its down to the 4 of us. and i haven't confirmed with joanne. frankly, my hopes on her are not high. so yes. i AM, once again, upset.

this post is so sad. i feel like such a loser. bah.

jane-

Labels: i need some skittles., I'm. NOT. strong. enough, OBVIOUSLY FED-UP

Thursday, October 02, 2008

The saturday before last, Chad's birthday celeb at swisshotel. :D

IT IS EFFING 1.52PM. WHYYYY. WHYYYY IS SHE STILL NOT LETTING US GOOOO. arse. i don't need that 2 extra hours every week of her. i don't need any extra dosages of her dammit. ROAR. MY LESSON ENDS AT 1.15PM DAMMIT. NOT 2.15PM.

yes, as you can tell. once again, its a thursday, and im having esl. which is fucking NEVER-ENDING cause its HER. =.= ANNOYING BUG.

YAYYYY. LESSON END.
i. will. be. back. :D

love,jane-

its green & red like its christmas! <3

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so, I'M BACK. hahhaas.

that was.. the week before last i think. anyhoos, this week has been pure MADNESS. hectic like nobody's business, and of all times, my immune system just HAD to fail me like, NOW. and all that illness that i've been surpressing since Love's Labour's seems to be coming at me full-fledged. the skin on my nose is like PEELING dammit. cause of the over-excessive wiping. =.= still coughing like crazy. annoying itch in the throat deciding to appear on embarrassing times when i'm on the frikkin' train, or whenever im in the crowd. so paiseh. :(

ROARRRR.

SO. reason for the crazy-hoo this week was cause it was. MID-TERMS WEEK YO! yes. and i DO think im not gonna score well. =X didn't manage to revise as much as i would've liked to. and well, it just kinda just CAME. and it was like, OMG MID-TERMS. 0_0" yeaaaa. so yeaaaa. not expecting much of the results, just praying real hard that i manage to scrap a pass at least.

RIGHTTTTT. annoying things aside.
HAPPY THINGS!

our dearest Miss Tang's 18th! haha. her LONG-AWAITED 18th.
hahaha.

sat was spent with my lovely young co. in the morning, with georgia at reddot museum for the MAAD flea market in the afternoon, and for watching ian&band play, then to meet tang&co. at cityhall. :D

just decided to start cam-whoring randomly. hahahhas. at reddot.

marina square, random patch of grass. xD

miss tang's early birthday celeb/dinner. caught eagle eye, (WHICH WASN'T TOO BAD! xD) then to MOF (once again. ;D) for dinner, followed by chijmes for some drinks and chilling out, then home sweet home cause i had filming early next morning.

and then there was filming on SUNDAYYYY.

all the way at frikkin' choa chu kang/boonlay/near NTU. hahahas. at bollywood farm. it wasn't something i would describe exactly as fun, but it WAS an experience. :)

but then again, i guess that was what drove my sickness to a higher stage as well. =/

on set. filming. (thats not me though.)

ANYHOOS LAH. it was fun. :D and there was a makeup artiste there. haha. but i like sat on the chair for.. almost 40-50 mins? omg it was such a pain. hahas. but like i said, it was fun, and totally worth the experience.

rest of this week was spent as usual, running around, and mugging, or rather, attempting to mug hard. huhu. Besides wednesday evening-night, which was spent with my girrls, cause of miss tang's birthday. photos to be uploaded later. :P

so finally TGIF and mid-terms over! at least majority of it. ohwell. another half a term to survive. right. i shall have happy thoughts.

young co later! i should sleep now. :D

love,jane-

i feel like just sitting down and crying.

you know?

not the emo kind, but maybe, just maybe.

could it be?

setting those pent up emotions free. maybe.

Labels: Jane needs money. and a lot of sleep., photos, school is not fun