Tuesday, March 10, 2009
I've just been thinking about it recently. I think especially after the invitations for the cousins' weddings came one after another.
I think i won't ever get married. or have kids. hah.
reasons for it being, the commitment is too much. i think i will suffocate and die. or at least that's what i think for now. i mean, im not even bothered about being in a relationship, so what makes you think im gonna get married. i don't know. it could be age, really. hurhur. i mean, i used to want a boyf. i mean, having a shoulder to lean on every now and then, isn't that bad, is it? but then i think of the parts about having to entertain the other half even when im not in the mood to, even when i think its unnecessary, even when i think its dumb. i think i'll just die. i mean, im getting loads of practice now. =.=" having to entertain unnecessary comments. the sister would know what i mean. so anyways, back to my point. i was just telling js the other day, if i had to marry someone like him, i think i'd die.
yes DIE.
hang myself or jump down the building. i mean, facing the person for like, 10mins or so and patronising them is one thing. having to face them for your whole life is another. so yes, i do think i won't ever get married. i even told mom about it. she was totally cool with it. hahahah. she said shes only worried about me having no company when im old. you know, old and friends all having families to worry about and not being able to spend my time as well as i would like to anymore. but then again, there will always be pets, umm. i hope? haha. i said if i couldn't find company, i'd drag my sister to keep me occupied. :P
and as for kids. don't EVEN get me started on kids. hur.
about the world knows that they get on my nerves now.
i mean, after borders, after having to teach annoying assholes that are frikkin' 4/5 years old and can tell you, "i'm don't want to play today, i'm tired, i want to go home". frikkin' hell. yes, i kind of hate most kids now. true, there are the cute ones, my cousins are still, at this moment, rather cute, but things will change. things ALWAYS change. i already have one cousin annoying the fuck outta me, another screwing himself up, one that doesn't do much to me, but i just find him irritating, and well, the rest are still kinda fine FOR THE TIME BEING. so yea. i dislike kids.
thats point number 1.
xinyi tells me i will learn to love them when they're my flesh and blood instead of being some kid that i only have to see for an hour each week. but nooo. i think if my own flesh and blood were so screwed up, i'd kill the kid man. i mean, can you just IMAGINE, if my kid were to come out and be one of those screwed up bastards that smoke, hates chinese, spews vulgarities better than his own mother tongue, and be like one of those know-it-all assholes nowadays? i swear i'd put the kid either into the washing machine or rice cooker. or if my kid were to be one of those twits who take photos and caption them as "i bitezxxx"? or be one of those bitches that put on make-up as if its free, or decide to perm their hair one day, cut it the next, extend it the next, straighten it the next and so on? or even worse. hang out with morons and act like the whole fucking road/country belongs to them? i think i'd pop the kid straight into the microwave oven. like seriously.
so yea. i think i might never get married, or have kids.
that aside, i went to watch Marley & Me the other day. i didn't want to. basically just didn't have the interest in the show. but D dragged me into it. =.=" so yea i watched it anyways. overall comment's that the show aint too bad, but well, its just one of those shows that you'd watch and go, yea i watched it. the operation table did wet my eyes, but i'd credit that majority to baby. :( so yes. go catch it if you want to, i should think its still airing.
OH YEA. any questions for me, please look 2 posts down, and please, shoot WHATEVER questions you may have for me, AT ME. thanks.
and seriously, with friends like these, who needs other halves or kids? ♥
love,jane-
Commitments are complicated. So we should all choose our commitments wisely.
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