Just Dance.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

surprising to see these people's faces here innit? hah. its been so long since i was still in that place called school. butwells. i suppose things do change under circumstances, under time.
and so i met up with them after.. 6months? yea. they haven't changed. but things are wayyyy different now, according to them.
gossip sessions yaw. hah.

so yea, in the time that i've been M.I.A-ing, i've met up with them, gotten into Short & Sweet's mandarin play (i actually got in before meeting them, but anyway.) , met up with Res and Faz, supposedly for movie, which became lunch instead, celebrated Roach's birthday as well as met B.queen and Mimah, watched Much Ado for the 2nd time, sat down and ate and drank with gilly dear, caught Startrek (SYLAR!) with the b.queen, worked really hard, and have been to HONGKONG(!) for my awesome shopping trip. :D

so much in such a short time. i know. sometimes i think im crazy too. hur.

and so im back now, and have lots and lots of debts to pay off. hah.

AND. im supposed to be doing my project. but for the past few hours, i've done nothing but blog-hop, facebook, and check my email. oh wow. whats new. hur.

right then. i shall be off about now. more on HK soon. :)

these people NEVER fail to make my day. :)

love, jane-

all those words, LIES. why are you doing this to me, time and again!? its been so long. i've been so hopeful. i tried all ways and means, just for that. and you do this to me.

thanks so much, bff, or so i thought.

then again, i should've known isn't it? that i don't take up as much as you do in my heart. i know its unfair to ask of you. i know. but do YOU know what YOU are doing to me!?

i'm upset. disappointed. angry. annoyed. and do you know that?

Labels: I'm. NOT. strong. enough, life's too short for lousy food., PAYDAY PLEASE COME, photos

Friday, May 08, 2009

fleeflyfloflum*

I am officially exhausted. like REEEAAALLLLY. i can feel the weight in my legs wherever i walk to. its like i have difficulty even standing still. :(

work in the day, teaching in the evenings. work in the day, lessons in the evenings. training on saturday mornings, random events on saturday afternoons. teaching on sundays, and back to work in the day. this is really taking a toll on me. but i've to bear with it. just so i can enjoy my hk trip. :( sighhhhh.

and because i got annoyed just now, again, i shall tell what i should've told a couple of posts back. as to why i don't tell my family on my happenings.

i'd tell my sister more things, just that i can never predict her reactions. my kind of lifestyle and hers, is just like every other thing that has been since we were little - drastically different. well, not exactly drastically different, but i'd say relatively different as well. as such, our point of view is different, our take on things are.. at times somewhat similar, but at other times, just off. i love her for who she is but, somethings just never are the same when you've either never been in a similar situation, or when you're not part of the cycle.

i'd tell my mum more, if she'd calm down a little more and not be as cynical towards things. i'd say she agrees relatively with my sister. just that, her point of view is one which is even more consevative. i would say that she is already rather open-minded for the people of her generation and i do love her. but its just that, somethings just never will open up to her. its like how the ancient people never spoke of love in public, yet in the modern-day society, love can be so simply mentioned and left? yea. that's the kind of thing that the ancient people would never understand. similarly, the things that i do, the lifestyle that i crave for, would be somewhat something that i would guess, she'd need plenty of time before understanding.

i.. have no idea if i'd tell my dad more. because as it is, he annoys me. i know he is experienced, i know he has lots of adventure stories, i know he has done many things before that i'm just about trying out now. but really, the things that he did then, and the things that i'm doing now, albeit similar, have changed somewhat for sure. i mean, 5 years and changes can be drastic, whos to think of how big changes would be from like, 10-20 years ago when he was at it, and now when im about to try my hand at things? and he thinks that things are the same, and rattles on about how it is, WHEN THINGS HAVE CHANGED. i feel so terrible for saying this, but sometimes, i just don't feel like being near him. i love him, or at least i know deep down inside, unclouded by all this irritation and annoyance and frustrations, i do love him as he loves me. but he is utterly not helping himself, or me.

so yea. i know this post is utterly random. but i just thought it'd help if i got it off my chest.

once again, questions and comments, SHOOT THEM AT ME! not anyone else dammit.

roach with a really lousy impersonation of.. minnie? HAH.

fly me to the moon. or even the sun. where i can have the full view and scream my heart out* <3

love, jane-

and im just really really glad for them.

Labels: i need some skittles., Jane needs money. and a lot of sleep., photos