Saturday, July 04, 2009
i don't like you. for the attitude you're speaking to me in. i don't like you. for always speaking like someone who has "been there, done that", and always THINKING that you understand me. i don't like you, for your attempts at being funny, especially in the mornings when i'm so tired- ITS ANNOYING. i don't like you. for all that and more.but i don't have a choice. it was destined.and so now, in an attempt to explain to miss oxy and whoever else on why i think im never gonna get a boyfriend, married, or kids. and also, a reminder to myself.1) Because it is too much of a commitment. i have school commitments, netball training commitments, drama commitments, teaching duties, work commitments, and all other random stuff that pop up all the time. do you really think i have time to go meet and entertain someone else when i barely have enough time for myself, my friends, my family?2) because it is too much of a hassle to have to entertain another. i have one major annoyance at home which i have to entertain daily. YOU WANT ME TO GO LOOK FOR ANOTHER ON MY OWN ACCORD? you gotta be kidding me. and as i tell the world, if my other half turns out to be like my dad, i'd probably go jump off the building or something.3) because it is such a waste of money. AS IF IM NOT POOR ENOUGH ALREADY? hello? knowing me, i don't really like being treated, having someone else pay for me. i know that i am capable of paying for myself, so why should i let someone else foot the bill for me? chivalry aside, i believe that male and female and NEVER be equals, but at least, you know, try? and yea. all those commercial scams of anniversaries, special occasions and all that. no thanks. costs more than it should.4) Because i'm enjoying my freedom very much, thankyouverymuch. the mere thought of having to constantly reply to someone else's messages of "where are you?" or "have you had lunch?" and that rubbish, just turns me off. the need to report to someone else? i outgrew that when i graduated from secondary school thanks. besides, you're not my mum. true, i agree that its always nice to have a shoulder to lie on, someone to hug, someone who would listen to you when you're down or annoyed, but really. FRIENDS. thats what friends are for. i have ample friends thanks.5) and anyways, what makes you think having a boyfriend will solve the problem? when a couple are together, and one party ignores, or at least PRETENDS to ignore. or just pacify. what's the point, really? and all these little things, just build up. they accumulate, like dust bunnies. until one day when it has hit the brim, everything will burst out and that'll be the end of it. NO MORE. THE END. GAMEOVER. no point right.6) because i'm scared. i would say i'm rather independent now. and im a insanely busy person. just consult my handphone schedule to know. so yea, i'm scared that i'll become too dependent on someone else. i'm scared that someone else entering my life is gonna break my momentum, i'm scared that another person will bring more trouble that good. and of course, i'm scared of the aftermaths. i've had enough of that thanks.points 1-6, explains enough why i don't want a boyfriend, don't need a husband in the future?onto kids. i've said it once, and i'll say it again.7) kids these days are PLAIN ANNOYING. i have annoying cousins, i have annoying students. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. case closed.there are SO MANY ways that they annoy me, i really don't know how long this post is gonna be if i really list them out. so to just name a few, kids running wild around, kids/teenagers becoming emo teens or ahlians and start taking photos and captioning them "i bitezzxxx", kids spouting vulgarities better than their own mother tongue, know-it-all kids. yea and those few, are killers on its own. need i say more?SO THERE YOU GO, OXY. Reasons stated. happy now? hah.its a post for you, a reminder for myself too. so that i never do fall into it.anyhoos, SHORT & SWEET MANDARIN 10 IS STILL RUNNING! TILL THIS SUNDAY! if you're free and interested, PLEASE PLEASE MAKE YOUR WAY DOWN TO THE ARTS HOUSE AND GET YOURSELF A TICKET! ticket sales have apparantly been really bad. :( we really need people to come watch, respond, and vote! again, details, HERE.DO COME AND WATCH! :Dlove,jane-confused. i know i shouldn't be doing anything about this. but.. the heart is ruling over the mind. can i really pretend, and ignore?heart is sore and achy. i know this shouldn't be. but your sense still lingers. i cannot ignore it. Labels: i need some skittles.
