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Friday, September 11, 2009


have i really failed thus badly as a friend, as a person, a human being, that even when i need to rant, i can't find anyone?

posts these days have been so whiny and annoying. i hate it. but i've nowhere else to turn to. i write, i type, i blog. but you realise, im not actually talking to an actual human being.?

within the few of them, i can feel a huge hole between us. this gap that is so hard to miss. im sorry im not like miss ee, who can patch things up so quickly, no matter how long shes been away. im sorry i haven't been there often enough. but i've tried, no? i've tried to be there for you, every single one of the 3 of you, whenever i could. but on the other hand, have you, tried? performances after performances. i'm not even daring to hope that you would turn up. just the very little plea that you might remember it, that i may feel your support, whether morally, or physically.

crew of the scream house are all busy. with work, with school, with attachments, projects. i want to say more, but, let's just leave it there for now.

idk how to bring things up to you, friend. there have been, so many things. i don't even know where to start.

and it just feels like, everyone's leaving. miss riotdisco left. my bff of 8 years, left. miss head-bobbing left. miss sport goondu is leaving, though not as soon, thankfully.

i suppose i've just gotta learn how to cope eh.

oh btw.
im not going to hk anymore.
which could be whats bugging me the most right now at this point.


FINE. BE THAT WAY.
I WILL STAND UP AND PROVE THE WORLD WRONG.


I WILL SURVIVE.

love,
jane-
see how i speak of it so lightly, yet my heart is still dripping blood up till this very moment?

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